found my diary YAYAYAYA! I'm so happy I wrote like 3 pages last night. lol. lots happin right now and i feel like I'm stuck in the middle urggggg. I wanna be a nun then I wont like the guys that I cant like and I just won't like any guys at all. lol! well I gtg talk to u later

lots of love,
Amara

i know I'm not suposed to be on but... I lost my diary and its starting to piss me off cause I cant find it any were urrgggg to much to much to much GOD were did you go

I'm not alowed to use live journal any more my mom says that people can see it and stuff so I'm never typing here again

Wow I havent been on in a really long time it seems wow so much has happend. I had my birthday party on wednessday and If your reading this and didn't get an invite don't feel bad my mom on;y let me invite a few people or else I so would have invited you. I'm really sorry ( Read more... )

Hey all I think that every thing is cool now sept for that my nerves are a little shaken my tournament went awsoem I fought that giant girl aagin but did much better it was a good day.i got to know some new people but I'm supper sore today. I have to like clean the entier house to marow and i'm uber pissed that I cant go to guitar on tusday cause ( Read more... )

this is so not going right at all I want to just die but I know that god has a plan for me so I'm going to hold on. I really want to go out with this guy but my record with guys staying friends isn't exactly clean. I don't know what to do I'm afraid that if we go out it will be bad. we don't go to the same school and i'm but ugly what happens when ( Read more... )

I love you God you make every thing so good. I hope that if your reading this you give your life to christ because he is totaly awsome and even on a really crappy day he makes it all better ( Read more... )

la la la la. i love singing. HA HA. I bought a hacky sack at the flee market its my new best friend. I went to CC's pizza it was fun weird but fun. I didn't talk much at all though I get so nervouse around peope at my church. not when were worshiping but when I have to talk it all goes down hill from then I'm just to afraid I'll say something ( Read more... )

Thank GOD I don;t have to test on saturday thats one less thing I have to worry about at the momen. I hate tormonolingy.

I hate squdules.i'm so draind of every think I need to stop stressing. i'm sick of it I have way to much going on and its driving me insain. expesualy on thursdays. and I just have to much going on again and again I have soem thing to worrie about. Right now it just hit me that murph wants to talk to my mom about getting me a new guitar ( an ( Read more... )