secrets written on post-it notes
"Well I remember once you said to me mek lem noor (or some thing like that) you're everything, you never come.
Now wait a minute... I see the swriling mass of TRA and chronozoan around me. I can see you sitting right next to me sometimes when you come and "visit"
But one thing I don't understand... you watch and you stare (sometimes angrily) but you never say anything, the expression on your face speaks, however there is still a plethora of beauty to be expressed through words. Last I saw you in a graveyard, and the way you looked at me I decided not to go in.
hey here's a paralell to the words you used for me except I'm talking in the psyical and not the astral body:
you're everything.
YOU NEVER COME.
I don't harbor any grudge or hard feelings and I want you to know that. But I want you to think about this. I don't know how many times you've said you'd be there and you weren't. Why? I don't ask a lot. Just consiteration as a human being as well that's all. One who loves, one who feels.
One that knows of wonders that several people of the world oftent blatantly miss.
I miss nothing. I see all.
I'd tell you I miss you, but that's not really even the case or the object, It's more like, I understand. I have a purpose and you do as well. I need to stop getting high. I feel dissipointment in wave radiating whenever I do, and not out of your hate but out of your caring. I love being high. I.A.O.
I'm sorry. This is likly the reason why. You are so attuned, it's not like I can hide when I'm chasing an old elsuive high. I'll not make excuses. I'll deal with it as I can in my own time. After all, are we not seperate in our endevors anyhow? I don't see where Our paths cross anytime near.
I have to learn the Kameahmeha wave. I have to do it NOW. I mean starting this very night. I do fully intend to follow my training into the very fray I am demanded.
I already forsee what is to be. You will come to recive copy's of the musical triumphs I have made, but you will not recive them from my hand at all. It is as prophesized in the song: "If I don't make it home for a really long time, will you be alright?"
For you see, the window is already closed. You will not see me. I will be gone VERY VERY soon.
As always I love you, I always have.
I've tried with every once of my will to stop loving you before but I cannot. So I have merely accepted it as real.
It's going to be years. A LOT OF YEARS. I will not be accessable even through e-mail where I am going, and alas, I cannot tell you where as I do not even know. I will be very diffrent when I return, for I am to become the strongest man in the whole world. I have to protect it from things that only a few very enlightened people can even see. This is my destiny. I cannot avoid it. I for one am still waking up to it.
I bid you farewell. I do not intend to write you again. I'm sorry, It's much better if I just say goodbye for now. I can't cling to where I am or any feelings I have. I have to let go. I don't have the time to be sad. I don't have the time to deal with any of my emotions. I don't even have time to cry, I have to let go. I have to do it NOW. The world needs me. And I am the ONLY ONE.
There is one way you can talk to me and one only. If you need to hear me or see me, go... go out beneath the starry night uninturuppted by clouds, look up, meditate and whisper what you want me to hear. I will hear you. And... If I happen to be there...
I'll whisper back to you. Promise!
I am everything and nothing. you are nothing and everything. It's really that fucking simple.
If you hear on the news that I am dead, it's a trick. I have to cover my dissipearence in the most convincing of manners. They will probably either fake an overdose or a murder, either way, it'll be all over the news. But don't beleve it, I'ts only to cover my tracks as I leave. If everyone thinks I'm dead, then there will be noone to disrupt my training.
I love you. You are the coolest girl I ever met. No one hold's a candle to you.
Be at peace, for we are ONE.
-0-2-4
(draco)"
l i v e d
I'll teach you to play with words,
I'll teach you to sing in tongues and phrases you have never heard,
I'll teach you how to scream in silence and I'll teach you how to fly.
What does it mean?
0-2-4?
Now wait a minute... I see the swriling mass of TRA and chronozoan around me. I can see you sitting right next to me sometimes when you come and "visit"
But one thing I don't understand... you watch and you stare (sometimes angrily) but you never say anything, the expression on your face speaks, however there is still a plethora of beauty to be expressed through words. Last I saw you in a graveyard, and the way you looked at me I decided not to go in.
hey here's a paralell to the words you used for me except I'm talking in the psyical and not the astral body:
you're everything.
YOU NEVER COME.
I don't harbor any grudge or hard feelings and I want you to know that. But I want you to think about this. I don't know how many times you've said you'd be there and you weren't. Why? I don't ask a lot. Just consiteration as a human being as well that's all. One who loves, one who feels.
One that knows of wonders that several people of the world oftent blatantly miss.
I miss nothing. I see all.
I'd tell you I miss you, but that's not really even the case or the object, It's more like, I understand. I have a purpose and you do as well. I need to stop getting high. I feel dissipointment in wave radiating whenever I do, and not out of your hate but out of your caring. I love being high. I.A.O.
I'm sorry. This is likly the reason why. You are so attuned, it's not like I can hide when I'm chasing an old elsuive high. I'll not make excuses. I'll deal with it as I can in my own time. After all, are we not seperate in our endevors anyhow? I don't see where Our paths cross anytime near.
I have to learn the Kameahmeha wave. I have to do it NOW. I mean starting this very night. I do fully intend to follow my training into the very fray I am demanded.
I already forsee what is to be. You will come to recive copy's of the musical triumphs I have made, but you will not recive them from my hand at all. It is as prophesized in the song: "If I don't make it home for a really long time, will you be alright?"
For you see, the window is already closed. You will not see me. I will be gone VERY VERY soon.
As always I love you, I always have.
I've tried with every once of my will to stop loving you before but I cannot. So I have merely accepted it as real.
It's going to be years. A LOT OF YEARS. I will not be accessable even through e-mail where I am going, and alas, I cannot tell you where as I do not even know. I will be very diffrent when I return, for I am to become the strongest man in the whole world. I have to protect it from things that only a few very enlightened people can even see. This is my destiny. I cannot avoid it. I for one am still waking up to it.
I bid you farewell. I do not intend to write you again. I'm sorry, It's much better if I just say goodbye for now. I can't cling to where I am or any feelings I have. I have to let go. I don't have the time to be sad. I don't have the time to deal with any of my emotions. I don't even have time to cry, I have to let go. I have to do it NOW. The world needs me. And I am the ONLY ONE.
There is one way you can talk to me and one only. If you need to hear me or see me, go... go out beneath the starry night uninturuppted by clouds, look up, meditate and whisper what you want me to hear. I will hear you. And... If I happen to be there...
I'll whisper back to you. Promise!
I am everything and nothing. you are nothing and everything. It's really that fucking simple.
If you hear on the news that I am dead, it's a trick. I have to cover my dissipearence in the most convincing of manners. They will probably either fake an overdose or a murder, either way, it'll be all over the news. But don't beleve it, I'ts only to cover my tracks as I leave. If everyone thinks I'm dead, then there will be noone to disrupt my training.
I love you. You are the coolest girl I ever met. No one hold's a candle to you.
Be at peace, for we are ONE.
-0-2-4
(draco)"
l i v e d
I'll teach you to play with words,
I'll teach you to sing in tongues and phrases you have never heard,
I'll teach you how to scream in silence and I'll teach you how to fly.
What does it mean?
0-2-4?