Fear not at all, my focus shall not fail

I will not fall, nor shall I despair...

I am kinda drunk right now so please forgive any typing errors.

I had somethings going through my head tonight that I just didn't want to be reminded of, so I went to a bar that's not to far from here and had a few drinks...ya know sometimes it doesn't help...I dont' understand how things could be going so good for me, but one stray thought about ( Read more... )

 To: Human Race

I hate you....

Sincerely: Alcion Xiao

  I looked to the sky, 
  saw my body die...gota re-appear up there...its where I want to be

I'm not inside it...it is all around me

I look to the ground,
displeased with what I've found...gonna re-appear down there...its where I'll always be

Why can I not roam the fields of Symphonia, or swim its seas, traverse its deserts?

Why can I not climb the ( Read more... )

Ugh!  its Valentines day.  this is such a pathetic "holiday."   I mean really! some one somewhere is celebrating a big shit they took and that's more cause for celebration than all this "LOVE" bullshit.

I do not believe in love..well not in the romantic since any way...I don't believe any non-deity can be capable of such a thing.
this is not ( Read more... )

As the dream dissolved I opened my eyes, and then I realized that  here everything, "is" what it seems....I wept...

 I had a pretty good day yesterday. I had to go take my last evaluation for this school I've been trying to get into, and it went well, I got in.  That was great it put me in a really good mood, but it wasn't the best thing that happened.

ok now...what happened next is a bit hard to describe, so i'll give you some back story.

Recently I got a ( Read more... )

Teh! yay its new years eve...I'm havin a great time here at home by myself...yep been watch the twilight zone on the Si-Fi channel...yeah this parties getting pretty wild...

In-case you haven't guessed by now I'm being sarcastic.

I had the chance to go to some parties, but me being the anti-social, lone-wolf that I am, have chosen to sit in my room ( Read more... )

Last night it came as a picture
with a good reason, a warning sign
this place is void of all passion
if you can imagine it's easy if you try
believe me I failed this effort
I wrote a reminder this wasn't a vision
this time where are you Houston
is somebody out there, will somebody listen

Should I go back, should I go back, should I
I feel alone and tired
( Read more... )

Hello all.  I am really bored right now, so I'm just going to put  a few things that have been on my mind out on the table

I feel like going somewhere, I don't know where I just feel like going on a journey of some kind.  a long trip somewhere ,not to get there, but just to be going...somewhere, and just stay gone for awhile, but I can't.  Since  ( Read more... )