My roommate went home today. Have my room is completely bare. It feels so empty and weird... You don't notice how used to somethings you are until they're gone. I kinda think I'm glad singles are smaller, they won't feel this... dark and silent.

...I'm not ready to be Twenty. But Twenty I'll be in two more months. For some reason 2-0 scares me far more than 18, or 19. I think its that whole no longer being a teenager o_O And we're almost done with freshman year. We're almost sophmores in college. Again with the terrifying. Why is college going so fast? SLOW DOWN ( Read more... )

I just had some fun with some of my sophmore friends. They didn't realize that I periodically run through the recently updated profiles on my friends list (like any good facebooker) and I caught them in the act of discussing my new picture on their walls. At first I wasn't sure it was me they were talking about. After all, as far as I know only ( Read more... )

I just saw Saturn through some of Mary's telescopes. HOLY SHIT it was cool. You could actually see its rings and color. It made me happy ( Read more... )

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Yeah, I've burned out. Rather badly. I didn't get anything done this weekend, much as I tried I couldn't force myself to work. I ended up just taking a zero on a project for Pvonks class (luckily it was one worth next to nothing). Still haven't finished the 3d engine, and haven't even started the ray tracer. I just kinda feel like sleeping... ( Read more... )

...asplode.

*Explodes*

Oh My Fucking God. I'm going to be soo amazingly glad when this semester is over. Excuse me while I implode ( Read more... )

I'm feeling a lot better now. I was in a really horrid mood yesterday. I was just humoungously overstressed out about everything I have to do, all the work that had piled up on me. Its not a state I like being in and as a result I got incredibly snappish (for me anyway). So I'm really sorry to everyone I snapped at. But I'm feeling better now ( Read more... )

When do we get to the part where I can go home ( Read more... )