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Feb 14th: Valentine's Day ( Read more... )

Tonight my husband was really nice. I wonder what he is up to. He took me out to dinner at The Steak Angus in Mesquite. I had a t-bone, baked potato and fried mushrooms. YUMMY!! Then he took me to look at jewelry. I pointed out a ring that I really liked and he put it on lay-a-away. It's a beautiful blue sapphire ring in white gold. It's my ( Read more... )

I am so unsettled about things in my marriage. My husband wants us to give it one last try over the next three months to see if we can save our marriage. I would rather not bother, but I am not sure if those feelings are because I am truly over it or I am just frustrated to the point that I no longer know what to do. I want to believe that I do ( Read more... )

I have been thinking about people from my past lately. People I pushed out of my life, people I have wronged, and people that I miss. I got to thinking really hard about a couple of people Saturday and so I used zabasearch.com to try to find them. I found a last known address of one of them from 2005 which was their mother-in-law's house and the ( Read more... )

but this time I think we actually "talked" to each other. I finally told my husband that I was growing to hate him. I explained to him, rather loudly, that he was turning into my father and that was making me hate him. I told him that I wanted a divorce or separation or something, because things had to change. I told him about a quote I got ( Read more... )

Your EQ is 120
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Today I changed my userpic from my beloved Lazlo back to my GothicKitty. I just felt that it was time to put my grieving away. I still miss Lazlo, but I cannot wallow in the grief of his passing forever. I have been hurting and grieving for him for an entire month. It is time to put that away and move forward. I have his memory that I will ( Read more... )

Why do relationships have to be so hard? Does no one ever really fall in love and live happily ever after? I see older people who are married for 50 years and they seem to be just as in love now as they were when they got married. How is that even possible? Do they know some secret to making relationships work that the rest of us missed out on ( Read more... )

Argh! I hate my credit union. Last payday they took $120 in over-draft fees. I couldn't understand that as to my knowledge, we had gotten overdrawn by $1.85, so I was expecting one free. When they took out 4 I almost my mind. So, I started looking at the purchases that the bank said caused the over-draft fees. Imagine my shock when I saw ( Read more... )