i need sleep
"Bend And Not Break"
I catalog these steps now
Decisive and intentioned
precise and patterned specifically to yours.
I'm talented at breathing
Especially exhaling
So that my chest will rise and fall with yours
I'm careful not to wake you
Fearing conversation
It's better just to hold you
And keep you pacified
I'm talented with reason
I cover all the angles
I can fail before I ever try
Try to understand there's an old mistake that fools will make
And I'm the king of them, pushing everything that's good away
Wont you hold me now (I will not bend I will not break)
Wont you hold me now (I will not bend I will not break)
I am fairly agile
I can bend and not break
Or I can break and take it with a smile
And I am so resilient
I recover quickly
I'll convince you soon that I am fine
Try to understand there's and old mistake that fools will make
And I'm the king of them, pushing everything that's good away
Wont you hold me now (I will not bend I will not break)
Wont you hold me now (For you I rise, for you I fall)
Just hold me close to you, just hold me close to you
Just hold me close to you, just hold me close to you, to you
And try to understand there's and old mistake that fools will make
And I'm the king of them, pushing everything that's good away
So wont you hold me now?
Wont you hold me now?
Now, now, now, now, now
dashboard confessional are kings themselves when it comes to lyrics..
time heals everything, then why is it that at time passes by i progressively feel worse? today people pointed out my new hostility, but i cant help it. ive been anxious all day. everything is bothering me, its some recent behavior that ive inherited which isnt good at all...i have the hugest headache ever.
and its like im not even looking at things to how they originally began, now its like all these other things...and nothing around me is real when hes in the room and all i see is how sad i feel..then im jealous and angered and i dont even feel like dealing with anybody at all...i dont even want to talk to anyone right now so then why am i on aim? im retarded...i just want time to pass..
but just like the song says..i cant be with myself acting so fucking miserable..i have to take it with a smile, but its so stupid to smile for the sake of smiling..i hate feeling this way and i hate complaining about it on this journal where everyone will feel sorry for me or maybe just distregard it all and see it as some stupid 'emo' case. but i always thought i was a stronger person than that well i guess im not and so i just have to deal with it because i do everything to myself in the end everything is always some way or another going to be my fault