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[aleatoric]

I try not to think of the 101 things that don't matter. I also try not to focus on the 101 feelings that I can't change.. or truly do anything about. I try not to worry all the time, and I find it's hard

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[winter_daizy]

yea she would have liked to see more of you....but she knows now that it will never happen....you are the last example in holding on to the past......(there was no offense in what i said it was just flashier than the normal shawn wear or what was normal to me anyway )

good-bye..i wish you luck....

[ex_obsession388]

when you get yourself sorted out come visit. i have a new nick cave dvd and i will cook for you.

[glamourfae]

I was so afraid to leave Georgia and change my life all around. It took me two years to finally get the nerve up and I was so happy when I did. Once I got settled here in Indianapolis I got all freaked out about going to school. I felt exactly how you described. Now that I'm actually in school I'm regretting taking so long to go there. I think you'll come to find that college kicks ass, even though it can be difficult and stressful at times. And you feel better about yourself once you take the risk and change your life. Atleast I know I do.

[revolt__ofagirl]

you saw first hand just how stressed starting college was for me... but get past the first few days, and you'll be fine... trust me. and you know people there, right? I didn't know anyone... and... really you just have to get started and everything will fall into place... you have to make sure it's what you want (which it is, you keep mentioning it) and just push past anything that is in your way. shawn, you have amazing potential... you can become everything you want to be... and you have plenty of time... don't stress yourself out... it will all be okay, honest. <3

p.s. when are we going to write that song? :p

[cybermancy]

Wow, I know, I'm late reading this. So sue me! Heh

Venus in Furs is good! Can I also suggest 20th Century Boy? Yummmm...

You and Lars must call me. Soonish!