-And ambition I found can lead only to failure...-
-People who suffer.. we don't take to arguing, and we're quick to surrender-

It's been an odd week. Full of ups and downs, and though I could be discouraged now, I feel there needs to be one last ditch effort on my part, before I just settled back into concession.

I kinda went through 3 or 4 things I thought I could say.. I don't really know what to post about.. things are changing here, turning around.. I'm making myself take accountability and think about my responsibilities.. for now, that is all.

If you fetch the implications in my last two pieces of writing, there is a point to that, and the way I've been feeling and something I've been thinking about alot lately ( Read more... )

I'll paint out my feelings, as the red dying sun ( Read more... )

After the warm decline of the weekend, I've found myself slipping into bitterness. I feel very uncontrolled, angry, abrasive, and reclusive. I don't know.. nothing has been right recently, and there isn't quite an end in sight, not from where I'm sitting now. And while I try to take comforts in the eases of my own life, the things that do go right ( Read more... )

I feel as today just sorta paused for everyone. Nothing seemed to happen, time drug on and kinda sucked into itself. The whole day I had a really bad headache, the one that start last night. Yesterday was one of the oddest days of my life, and it just sorta marked the moment that everything started screwing with me. I still just feel muddled and ( Read more... )

I skip from the red to the black, and the pendulum swings ( Read more... )

Interactive journaling.

1) Relate a memorable childhood experience to me.

2) Ask me a any question.

~real post later~

Rheotorical Destiny ( Read more... )

Sorry to all those who wanted to get the poems on Sat. It's not that I'm flaking, it's just that I underjudged the ammount of difficulty to do what I need to do to format them into a text file of some sort that is printable. I suppose if you're going to read them all on your computer, I can go ahead and send them, or if you don't mind printing them ( Read more... )