I am starting to feel less retarded about computer tools, so I guess training is kind of working.

Maybe, I will get to sleep soon.

I don't have any weekend plans yet. I assume they are the usual, but I guess we will see.

Alecia

Ok, I am bored, so of course I have been editing pictures in the lamest way possible ( Read more... )

On my way inside I felt like Holden from Cather in the Rye, when he pretends he has been stabbed in the hotel room, only I was pretending I was running inside from either zombies, or running inside so that the aliens could not see me, seeing them. If you were aware of the lame conspiracy theory article I read earlier you might understand where my ( Read more... )

It is so hot, so I can't sleep. I am feeling confused, or maybe things are seeming clear, so it seems confusing. FUUUCKKK, I have therapy twice this week, and it starts at 11am. I can not decide if I want to be the kind of person that goes to a therapist every week. I don't know what I think about all of this. I don't know if he is helping, or just ( Read more... )

Happy birthday, Lucas! If we ever meet I will give you a belated birthday present.

Alecia

Someone that started this entire letting people treat me terribly in hope that one day they will like me back/care about me at all talked to me about that same sort of thing tonight. It is just sort of ironic I guess. There are no hard feelings between us now, but he really is the first dude I ever really let use the fuck out of me, and I gave, and ( Read more... )

My eyes are fucking burning, the most dead sleep I have had in a while.

Alecia

I just woke from a dream that zombies were real, and I just wanted to go to the movies, but I could not relax at all, because I kept having to kill zombies, which was really fun (killing zombies). I also had a dream that the wacky fake chicken meal that is served towards that beginning of Eraserhead came to life, and I was the only one that had ( Read more... )

I am going to try to sleep. I am hoping that if I fall asleep now, then maybe I will wake more than fifteen minutes before training begins. I need to go to the store, but I am afraid if I do I will not fall asleep soon ( Read more... )

My aunt paid me twenty dollars to make my uncle's bed, and vacuum part of the house, so I ordered a medium vegetable pizza, which should be really tasty, since I have yet to eat anything today ( Read more... )