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Mar 26, 2007 22:55

Its been nearly a week but still I feel dead myself, tonight especially.
My mum's funeral was on Friday and looking back on it it seems like some tv show I was watching instead of real life. The morning started with me blasting Carrie Underwood's CD as I cleaned up for the wake (not to sure if thats the right spelling) while my sister and Shawn ( Read more... )

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ch0c0nutz March 26 2006, 13:15:48 UTC

hey nutzo
it's funny how today i thought of you like three times while at work... and then i wanted to call you but i don't think i have enought credits right now...

so your post made me cry and made me miss your mom again... isn't it weird how i knew her but i didn't really? but i loved her actually...

i'm also proud of you, nutzo and i'm glad your sis and shawn moved in with you...

well, i need to go shower now but i hope we can talk later

much much love

aleera84 March 26 2006, 14:09:49 UTC

I miss my mum too, like tonight i was saying goodnight to my sister and when i said it i went to say what i usually say to my mum but had to stop myself.
Its weird when these things happen.

Thanks for saying you are proud of me *hugs* i didnt want to have any regrets and Michelle made me see that so im glad i did it EVEN THOUGH i didnt realise and i was chewing gum and everyone noticed *rolled eyes*.

lots of love

wow... emmypoolovesyou March 26 2006, 21:29:12 UTC

ya know katie, when we lost larry to lung cancer in '04... it took place over a period of about 4 months. and we all thought.. "WOW... how did this take him so quickly?" Then I hear everything about you and your mommmy, and all I can think is how absolutely fucking amazing you are for handling everything like you have. To find out so shortly ago.. and then to just have her leave like that. I can really not imagine again how absolutely painfully heartbreaking it was. Yet reading your posts and hearing about you speak at her wake.. my heart was too busting with pride. I believe your mom is sooo proud of you, and you know how much she lovessssssss you. I just really wanted to share this all with you and just let you know I guess I can sort of relate to what is going on. Cancer is so horrible. Please just know I am thinking about you and you really honestly can talk to me whenever you like. do you have my AIM or MSN?

gjenkins05 March 27 2006, 06:24:56 UTC

That sounds like a great speech you gave.

*hugs* I can't even begin to imagine how difficult all of this must be... thanks for allowing us to be here for you through all of this.

highwaycruiser March 27 2006, 07:27:46 UTC

*Hugs Katie*

I'm so proud of you hun... this has got to be the worst situation anyone could ever have to deal with, and you handled the situation so incredibly well. ♥ you lots.

You probably didn't get it yet... but there is something in the mail on its way to you, from me. :)

And I'm glad you're back online... I hope you'll start going back on AIM soon so we can talk more often. ;)

<3 <3 <3 music_melly March 27 2006, 07:29:40 UTC

All I can say Katie is that I love you and im here for you, always and forever. Thank you for allowing me to be there for you through this very hard time. What you wrote for your mum is so beautiful, and I know your mum would have been standing right next to you, holding your hand and telling you that everything will be ok.
Sending you all my love, Mel xxxxx