I think it's good that you're writing all of these things down. I can imagine it must be hard, but in the long run, I really do think it's better for you. I was 12 when my grandmother passed away, she was like a second mom to me, and I remember I never talked about what I was feeling. I just sort of went on with my life and never got around to expressing what happened to anyone or what I was feeling. I felt like I had to be strong, you know? Because my mom was so upset and it had been such a trying situation watching her hang on for so long. when I was 18 and it came to my graduation day, I was such a mess thinking about her and finally broke down and let all those thoughts and emotions out years later. I wish, then, that I had a journal or someone I could have talked to about it. So yeah, I guess my point is, that this is good for you. And my heart is with you.
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