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nothing i WANT to do pleases anyone.
nothing i do is fucking "normal", or follows these invisible standards i keep hearing about.
i'm supposedly "hurting myself", but does that even really matter?
don't we hurt ourselves every day by eating a fucking mcdonalds burger?
every day that we step outside our houses, we could be facing death.
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from alpha male, to a fish in the sea.
its kinda scary.
not gunna lie, i'm really scared.
there's so much pressure on my major.
and if i have to stay in this fucking house with my mom on my back every minute of the day, i'm gunna explode.
school is gunna be stressful enough. i don't need her shit.
sure she cares, but i can't handle it right now.
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I'm so... empty.
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a new chapter in life.
Officially: LEGAL.
Officially: GRADUATED.
I like where this life is going. :] -
can't help it, girl can't help it
You got me trippin',
stumblin',
flippin' ,
fumblin'
Clumsy.....
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biggest
WHAT.
THE FUCK.
of life.
but not a bad one.
:].
oh, life... the unexpected turns you make.
p.s. I love you. -
...and all the fruits again would fill the garden
i'm so happy to be back in dance.
i have found stability.
ok, minus the fact that cristy b. is on the team... and causing new drama. -__- -
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I should really listen to my best friends more often. I mean they ARE my best friends for a reason. w/e, I had it coming. I've been way too naive lately.
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i'm in need.
in need of stability... a happy medium... a norm...
i don't know anything anymore. who i am or what i want.
i have no idea what i want.
i've been so lost...
lost.
as usual, i've been avoiding my problems.
i need to stop depending on drugs for everything.
legal and illegal.
i never take my meds.
and then when i do, i feel sick as fuck.
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i've got 3 days.
3 days until it's back to reality.
3 days until i have to answer all those questions....
all those questions that everyone keeps asking me.
including myself.
and i have no idea what i'm gunna do.
absolutely no idea.
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