That was the sound of my heart breaking...
I'm a weeping mess right now, and I've been for the last half an hour.
The finale was intense, well done and incredibly sad and I don't know it I want to kill the writers to make me feel like that or to hug them because everything was beautiful.
But right now I'm more inclined towards hate. How could they do it? It's just so unfair!
And I don't mean just Amber's death - I was more or less expecting it. I'm very sorry for that, because I loved her, but, unfortunately she wasn't a regular, and therefore expendable.
(and she's a lucky gal, too, getting to shoot all those nice scenes with Wilson - homemade sex video, too! - and House).
But Wilson, devastated during and after, crying, and then alone, with Amber's note at the end. Just. *bawls*
And House, who kept saying "I'm sorry" the whole episode - he who never says it - and it was useless. And it wasn't even his fault in the first place, imo, even if it was because of him (but that's really different). There's still that "why House was getting drunk in that bar alone?" question suspended. (and, btw, I knew House and Amber didn't have an affair - if only because the showed the "almost kiss" in the promo)
But still, House did anything he could, even putting himself at risk (again, I know, but still...). It's very human for Wilson to want some space now, but I hope he won't be much angry at House. He has no reason to be, from a rational point of view, imo. However, matters of heart are hard to judge...
This episode hurt so damn much. I wanted to hugh Wilson and help him put his heart back together *sighs*, I'm so sorry for him. And for House too. I'm just glad that Cuddy was there, for both of them. The boys needs her now.
I loved the three old ducklings together at the end, too.
But why do House final episodes always have to be so depressing? Are the writers all sadistc bastards?
Well. Considering the characters they created, they totally are.
*sighs*