im afraid ( Read more... )

beginning to recognize that i am tryin to hide an attraction for a coworker ( Read more... )

okay so i think its about time i write down what i really want out of life. i think the universe is on my side when i need it to be and i need to quit fucking with it so it can give me what i really need. there is not anything wrong with being selfish. we hurt ourselves enough. and enough is enough ( Read more... )

a week ago today I woke up and i was a different person. something changed in the air, something changes in my head. it was almost like all of a sudden there where nerotransmitters regenerating in my brain. with the addition of more blood flowing to my heart. Ive felt mor grounded, balanced, and i can even express my self more effectivley. ive felt ( Read more... )

dear ali ( Read more... )

I feel so very empowered. not modest like i have been. rich within my skin, livley, lovely. willing, sexual, but not slaved. high but not stimulated. open but not enlightened. multi faceted, divine, ecstatic, blissful. happy, in love with myself. wow.

If I knew how to say this easily ( Read more... )

So the last couple of days I have really been trying to manifest a house for me to live in. I've finally quit clutching on to finding something, and just putting it in the hands of god (to put it in laymen terms). I have a drawing of what I want the house to be, and I have a list of expectations for it. It will be mine, and it will come when It is ( Read more... )

how much more can i push myself? i get glory from big burst of energy. it's the best thing in my life these says. i can run forever if i want. but i cant figure out where to stay, where to keep my things. it really wouldnt be so bad if i didnt have to shower and smell clean for work. i would just sell everything. but instead i have to have clothes ( Read more... )

this is basically to get things out, to try and let go ( Read more... )