we all know i am an internet addict. i wont get to use my comp til monday because my comp is old and fucked. so i come here to the library to get my fix and stupid blocks wont let me in myspace because of sexual material? what the hell? and then i cant use anonymous browsers because they are blocked too. i feel like i'm at school. go figure, right ( Read more... )

I've become impossible ( Read more... )

im falling apart so fast. i hate how weak i am. my future is so clear right now. i am at such a loss and im killing myself over it. i cant get enough pot and liquor in me and i need some booty. my tears just keep falling. i miss him so much. i was such a better more stable person. i hate the fact that i am alone right now, there is no one home ( Read more... )

1. Name: ali ( Read more... )

So far away; Doesn't anybody stay in one place any more ( Read more... )

I've changed my eating habits tremendously, i've exercised a lot more lately, and my self esteem has really gone up. not only that, i've been in happier more talkitive moods, ive been slightly more social, and i say more of what i am feeling rather than hold it back. I made a positive change and i'm really proud of myself. Ive also realised a few ( Read more... )

a really great friend sent this to me. i know you guys may have read this already or think its some crap, but it made me feelk really good. even though i know that some of these things arent true. its really great to think about them being true... so just think about it and well you'll prolly feel better ( Read more... )

i love being bored. its the most enjoiable feeling i can possibly possess. i mean c'mon waiting around... it's GREAAAAT...

well i bought a jump rope, and it sucks. but ill live and try to fix it. i think today is new years eve but im not totally for sure. regaurdless of the events tonight (if it is nyrs eve) i am getting very wasted. so that is something to look fwd to. I've been handling my upsetting situation a lot better lately. Im trying to be more assertive and ( Read more... )

( some 2005 thing, yes, boredom. )