how do you finally force yourself to change all the unhealthy and bad habits that have become part of your routine? i want to do it, but every time i try it seems i am making negative progress, still progress but in the wrong direction maybe ( Read more... )

Alles ist nicht perfekt, aber es gibt jetzt ein Gleichgewicht und ich glaube, dass das Leben doch ganz okay ist und trotz schlechter Tage weiter geht. Vielleicht bin ich nur heute besonders optimistisch, aber ich hoffe, dass es bleibt. Ich liebe meinen Job. Es macht einfach super viel Spaß im Theater zu arbeiten und die Leute sind so nett und ( Read more... )

I want to go to PinkPop 2006. I am going. Even if I have to walk.

they want to try to make it work because of who they are and not because of who i am. that happens often and if you can recognize it then you are better off, otherwise you begin to build stories and believe that, instead of putting worth on how to make themselves feel good, they have put worth on you. there are many types of relationships in the ( Read more... )

oil is thick like blood, but its loyalties are thin as water.

oil is evil.

brazil, the middle east, africa. my joy, my passion, my love.

talking to her makes me realize how ready i am to start with my life.

.freiburg.

Today I was supposed to go to a kindergarten where they would be acting out a play for the children. I was supposed to go to Ewaldstr. 11 in Duisburg-Laar, but ended up on Ewaldstr. in Duisburg-Friemersheim, an hour and a half away from Duisburg-Laar ( Read more... )

we spend our lives falling in and out of love and the time in between is spent thinking about what would have happened if we had fallen the other way. it isn't the human heart that has the control, it's the brain and the glands and all that comes along with that complexity. maybe we credit the heart because we want to feel like it is all more out ( Read more... )

riding bikes, laughing, being in Germany, feeling European. i felt it today.

let us all put on headphones and aviod social, physical, and eye contact of any kind. try not to give some superficial smile.

it cost me $271 (wait. Euros.) to go to a doctor and have him tell me to wait 2 weeks to see if my neck heals itself. that is a pair of prada sunglasses. it sucks having to move your whole body when you want to give a sidelong glance ( Read more... )