Somewhere in 2017 I lost my faith in humanity as a whole. That isn't to say I don't still have hope that there is enough good to keep things in a state of forward momentum, but I feel that people(myself very much included) are too selfish to understand each other for more than a brief period of time ( Read more... )

it flashed with infinite possibility, a twinkle of blue and brown that brought a smile to one's lips
i look at the dull water, still beneath the grey clouds and see it no more
the sea is empty, the brisk freeze of yesterday giving away to the deathly chill on my toes
the absence of
my affliction
in two warm arms

i get a day off
i NEED this so bad
thank goodness

i don't have much of anything to write
i've got a temp position at the westlake fireworks
it's been tiring
i've never done retail before
can't say i even think i should belong there
oh well
hope you guys are all having a holly jolly holiday season

me without even a word ( Read more... )

it's time to go a caroling

once again
not wanted

i mean do I hava to make it any more obvious
do THEY have to make it any more obvious

i'm gonna go stuff myself so I'm so sick that I can't sing tonight

Down in the meadow
the other day
a gathering tears
both sad and gay
a gathering tears
both red and blue
I little thought, what love can do.

Oh love is warm
when it is new
and love is sweet
when it is true
but love grows old
and waxes...cold
and fades away
like morning dew

the last verse will always be with me
it's so wonderful

if only just for 30 seconds ( Read more... )

i just wanna shrivel away to nothingness for awhile ( Read more... )