i haven't thought about you recently ( Read more... )

my heart feels free
i'm so happy

concert was good
solo was good
i got a hug froma complete stranger
i just hope i can be such a big part of it next year

i love marissa for making me smile when i'm blue ( Read more... )

i just looked at my last few posts and realized how many of them were awful posts ( Read more... )

it seems so lame i should care
it seems so pointless to try

to want what i lost long ago
why should I?
why should I?

feel alone when i was the one who never grabbed on
i let go before i even got a grip

while i feel like i was left
i know i wasn't

i swam away
i swam away

to a far off land of truth

i knew it all had to come crashing down
magic is for those who have nothing else
and though i still feel it,
like a whisper amongst to rain...
...and the cars rushing by,
the whisper is silenced
cut short by ignorance
the magic is slipping away

and though we want grab at it and pull it back
we have no idea where to begin again

these are to become the best days of my life ( Read more... )

as soon as i start getting comfortable with the people around me I have to go and do something like this

what is wrong with me?!

please i just need time to stop