Err, Sommer it's me Carlos. I kinda forgot my Livejournal information so yea...
Anyways, you wanted to know what I feel about you? Well all I can say is that you are on HELLUVA great person! I haven't really known you as long as other people have, but for as long as I have I really have to say you are one great person. You listen to my long ramblings about nothing, or when I'm actually having a problem.
I feel as though I can tell you anything that is currently on my mind or is worrying me.
As for the qualities you may lack, believe me you dont lack anything. You are absolutely perfect the way you are. Don't ever change that ^_^
God do I love reading your thoughts baby. I really do. I think your amazing. I really do. Theres no other word for it.I've never met anyone like you...someone so absolutly wonderful. Someone who has gone through so much...and still gives all she can. Never giving up. You've got true Courage and Strength. more then I've ever seen in anyone. Im truly the luckiest guy in the world to have met you. You've changed my life completly. I've told you this so many times but everytime I've been seriosu and said it with all my heart. You've given me hope. A reason....a meaning. The one thing I gave up on ever getting. I already decided I'd live alone....I needed no one.I was lost.....I thought horribly of myself and was constantly haunted by my past... But you changed that and gave me hope to go on with pride and with happiness...not the fake happiness everyone saw...but genuine happiness...you made me feel good about who I was....and made me feel like the only one that mattered. You are everything to me....you've given everything to someone who
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Let's see. My impression of you...I think you've got really good intentions, and you're far too selfless. It bothers me that you worry about me, because honest to God, there's nothing to be worried about. Believe me when I say that your worrying is unjust. It's obvious that you're a good person. I think you've got some issues you're still working out, but once you finish, you'll have developed into a very full, mature individual.
Also, this has a "last words" feel to it, so do me a big favor and don't commit suicide or anything like that, please.
I'll do this after school, or maybe during lunch, and i'll go into more detail here after school. Last night I couldn't get online. It kept saying invalid username or password, and right now I have to get ready for school. But let's just say, my opinion will be honest. You know that. I'll tell everything I think about you. The good and the bad. And it's going to be truth, with no lies. My own opinion. No one else's. :) Just a heads up. You know me.
My response to everyone's comments!alexandrayaMarch 31 2006, 23:08:48 UTC
@ Shadowless: Thank you for your comment. It means a lot to me that that is what you see in me. I try to have courage and strength and I'm glad that you can believe that I possess that courage and strength that I strive so hard for. I am glad that you see yourself as the luckiest guy in the world simply because you are with me. It makes me feel great about myself that I have that effect on you. You never need to give up on being happy. Never give up on that. <3 There will always be something that will make you happy if you let it. Never let the past control your present or future. Never give those that have ruined your past the happiness and joy of ruining your future or present. I am glad that I can make you feel good about yourself. You do matter. You DO. I can't wait for you to realize that. I am glad that you are FINALLY proud of who you are. I don't believe I am a treasure... greatest gifts of gifts.. But thank you for believing that. For believing in me. I love you Mario. <3 Thank you for everything you've done for me. I'll talk
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Re: My response to everyone's comments!exquisitesongApril 1 2006, 00:20:46 UTC
I'll probably be going to lead-out. We could hagn out or something. xD It was boring last year, too. I always wondered what the point of prom was. Haha. I dunno. Thanks for the help~!
screen this please?exquisitesongApril 1 2006, 00:17:43 UTC
Oh eff man I feel like I just lost temporary hearing in my right ear! D:
I'm not going to lie and say there aren't any qualities you lack, but everybody lacks something, including you, me, etc. I'm not going to say "Oh I feel like I can tell you anything," because I feel that way towards all of my close friends, which is like five or six other people. Nothing to feel special about with me. : (
I think that the reason you really spend so much time helping others is that when you spend so much time helping others with their problems, it allows for you less time to spend working and facing your own problems. I may be wrong, or it may be a subconscious thing that you yourself aren't even aware of.
I think that you are not very compassionate or empathetic. However, you are rather sympathetic.
You try too hard. In general. You said this yourself. :( I was secretly agreeing in my head when you said it.
You get upset way too easily and you proved this today during lunch. Proved it all too well.
Re: screen this please?exquisitesongApril 1 2006, 00:18:33 UTC
About the Ryan situation, I sincerely believe that you should stop talking to him. Let him tell your day that he's been calling you. You wouldn't be losing Mario. You would be losing the computer (if that even happens). Mario can still text you. You could still e-mail him and PM him using a computer at the library. It's a lot better than letting Ryan try to control you and make you feel like you're worth less than dirt (you do not deserve being treated like that, and I hate that he does it), and it's better than losing Mario completely. Sometimes you just have to take what you can get. Something is better than nothing. You know what I mean? That's just what I think, though. And yes, that's probably what I would do if I were in your shoes. The only way I wouldn't do that, would be if I would be losing all communication with the guy, completely. Show Ryan that you aren't afraid of him, and his blackmailing ways
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Anyways, you wanted to know what I feel about you? Well all I can say is that you are on HELLUVA great person! I haven't really known you as long as other people have, but for as long as I have I really have to say you are one great person. You listen to my long ramblings about nothing, or when I'm actually having a problem.
I feel as though I can tell you anything that is currently on my mind or is worrying me.
As for the qualities you may lack, believe me you dont lack anything. You are absolutely perfect the way you are. Don't ever change that ^_^
-Carlos
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Also, this has a "last words" feel to it, so do me a big favor and don't commit suicide or anything like that, please.
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Thank you for your comment. It means a lot to me that that is what you see in me. I try to have courage and strength and I'm glad that you can believe that I possess that courage and strength that I strive so hard for. I am glad that you see yourself as the luckiest guy in the world simply because you are with me. It makes me feel great about myself that I have that effect on you. You never need to give up on being happy. Never give up on that. <3 There will always be something that will make you happy if you let it. Never let the past control your present or future. Never give those that have ruined your past the happiness and joy of ruining your future or present. I am glad that I can make you feel good about yourself. You do matter. You DO. I can't wait for you to realize that. I am glad that you are FINALLY proud of who you are. I don't believe I am a treasure... greatest gifts of gifts.. But thank you for believing that. For believing in me. I love you Mario. <3 Thank you for everything you've done for me. I'll talk ( ... )
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I'm not going to lie and say there aren't any qualities you lack, but everybody lacks something, including you, me, etc. I'm not going to say "Oh I feel like I can tell you anything," because I feel that way towards all of my close friends, which is like five or six other people. Nothing to feel special about with me. : (
I think that the reason you really spend so much time helping others is that when you spend so much time helping others with their problems, it allows for you less time to spend working and facing your own problems. I may be wrong, or it may be a subconscious thing that you yourself aren't even aware of.
I think that you are not very compassionate or empathetic. However, you are rather sympathetic.
You try too hard. In general. You said this yourself. :( I was secretly agreeing in my head when you said it.
You get upset way too easily and you proved this today during lunch. Proved it all too well.
You're too bold. You are annoyingly bold ( ... )
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