man oh man ( Read more... )

well this guy that i like( let's called him 'B' ) asked me to go to the movies with him.
that should sound like good news right?
wrong...
i was also on the phone with my friend( let's call her 'R' ), and she told me to go onto her account and read their conversation.
so i went on her account, and as i read the message.
B said something about me going so ( Read more... )

gah now i can't tell him.
and he's on right now.

like i said in my last post, "i'm going to tell him" or something like that.
i will, at this point i don't have that nagging feeling that goes, "don't tell him, you'll ruin everthing."

....
EFF IT ALL!
I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!

seriously. i mean it's ridiculous for me to cry about it. i should have known better. i mean it happened to me last year. i suppose i pick the wrong ones to like. i just feel like i should go curl up and die.

you never told me that it would hurt
you never told me that i would cry
you never told me that i would feel like i wanted to curl up and die.
so ( Read more... )

i like him. i don't know what to do..
oh man, my head is gonna explode.

hm, it makes me wonder what i feel about him. i just need help figuring out what i feel. but the most part--when i talk to him--i feel happy as can be. pft, i don't know anymore.

ah man, as much as i didn't want to go. i went--my brain was saying don't go, but my stomach was saying hurry up ( Read more... )

i'm so stoked, i finally covered "breathe," "we are broken," "for a pessimist, i'm pretty optimistic," "hallelujah," born for this," and "sunday bloody sunday."
i also covered this providence's "my beautiful rescue," and flyleaf's "fully alive."

too bad the only place i can sing it is in my room, where no one can hear me. just goes to show i can ( Read more... )

haha again, i have no clue about the title, i'm just loopey tonight :D

well i completely want to stop saying bad words, and using God's name in vain--it's been exactly three or four days since i last said those words. YAY! mission: accomplished. wait a sec, is 'crap' a bad word? oh well it somehow is, but i still day it :D brushing your teeth, then ( Read more... )

haha, i don't know what the title was all about, but i just did that :D

i have alot on my mind, your probably thinking write like a song or poem. two things wrong with that, one; i suck at both of those things, two; my door is open because my mom is paranoid that i may do some stupid stuff on my computer, and i'm way too shy to even put makeup on ( Read more... )