So you nearly drowned TWICE? Like they pulled you out from the water and you got back in at the bow to prove you could??!!! I'm glad you're ok though obviously- I agree with Dominique about swimming drunk- just not a good idea generally. Otherwise though it's pretty obvious from your photos that you had a blast. I envy you- I was stuck at work all day.
Ben is weird. I'll tell you about why sometime (or have I already???)
And Brandon is definitely hotter than Carson. Carson is all gummy (even though his teeth are fabulously white- God I wish mine were like that) and just doesn't appeal to my sensibilities. Then again beauty is in the eye and all that crap.
I guess that isn't very clear. I swam from the shore, once I made it there, toward the bow of the boat where Brandon threw me a life preserver and I got onboard. Only to jump back in again, of course. We had so much fun. I envy the me of Sunday, too. It will never happen again. That idea made me very depressed and Carson said it made him depressed too.
On the subject of Carson v.s. Brandon, I can't just look at them like everyone who doesn't know them can. For me, Carson is so good and pure and all American. Brandon is wild; always up for a fun, smokes, is etc. He's also very very smart, quick on his feet, and liberal. Brandon and I are a lot alike and I guess that's why Carson to me is impossibly wonderful; he's very fresh and moral and has qualities that it would be impossible for me to emulate.
Ben IS weird. He's nice, but I could never figure him out. I don't know if he is hard to get to open up or if there isn't a whole lot inside. He's a very very nice person though, we just never meshed that well.
And you wrote that entry about dreams; Kari had a dream I drown. Sunday evening Amy and Kari were on the phone and Amy said, "Did you hear about Alex?" and Kari said, "No what?" and Amy said, "He nearly drown." Kari had a dream during a nap Sunday afternoon that I was drowning, probably around the time I was in the water.
Isn't it nuts how that will happen when two people are very close?
I have dreams and/or snippets of dreams that cause me to have dejavu all the time. At least once or twice a week I'll look at something, or be in a situation, or just be walking along and think 'I've seen this before, I dreamt this.' Most likely of course, is that my life is so repetitive that I am just having a memory of reality that is so vague it just seems dreamlike, and thus the feeling of dejavu. I read that in an article on the brain's activities once as an explanation for dejavu. I also do the thing where I call someone that's calling me at the same time, or last time I was at the landing I thought to myself 'I'm going to see leslie bauer here tonight' and she ended up being at the sushi restaurant I had a drink in with Jason. She said she'd had the exact same thought as she arrived there herself 'I'm going to see John Drewniany here tonight'. It was weird- even after not speaking for a while there are some people you just always have a connection with. quite strange.
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Plus, being drug aboard dead in front of all my ex-boyfriends would have been a sad way to go.
A lot of my friends were saying how hot Brandon is. I've always been a bigger Carson fan.
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is brandon still moving?
i'm happy you made didnt die in the intercoastal.
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you just wanted brandon to rescue you.shoot, i would!
BE CAREFUL!!!!!
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Ben is weird. I'll tell you about why sometime (or have I already???)
And Brandon is definitely hotter than Carson. Carson is all gummy (even though his teeth are fabulously white- God I wish mine were like that) and just doesn't appeal to my sensibilities. Then again beauty is in the eye and all that crap.
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I envy the me of Sunday, too. It will never happen again. That idea made me very depressed and Carson said it made him depressed too.
On the subject of Carson v.s. Brandon, I can't just look at them like everyone who doesn't know them can. For me, Carson is so good and pure and all American. Brandon is wild; always up for a fun, smokes, is etc. He's also very very smart, quick on his feet, and liberal. Brandon and I are a lot alike and I guess that's why Carson to me is impossibly wonderful; he's very fresh and moral and has qualities that it would be impossible for me to emulate.
Ben IS weird. He's nice, but I could never figure him out. I don't know if he is hard to get to open up or if there isn't a whole lot inside. He's a very very nice person though, we just never meshed that well.
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Isn't it nuts how that will happen when two people are very close?
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