im going to see born/dead, high on crime, eske, and thin the herd in chicago tomorrow.
someone should come with me so leslie wont feel obligated to or anything because i dont know how to make friends.

completely unmotivated. completely logical.
completely immobile. were all already dead.
i have nothing important to say other than that i am not one to have anything important to say.

i dont know how to talk to people/express my emotions/speak up for myself/have anything resembling confidence and its been killing me for as long as i can remember.

i dont want to lose control but i already have of so many things. existence is futile!

seeking guitarist(s ( Read more... )

me and leslie are hopefully starting a distro of sorts. if all goes well it should be a joyous and profitable hobby leslie and i can share. wish us luck. if you have anything youd be willing to donate(clothes, music, anything people will pay money for) we would greatly appreciate it ( Read more... )

PLEASE START A BAND WITH ME

start a band with me

i am the walrus

i dont bother writing in here anymore because nothing significant changes. i still dont like my life at all and thats basically all you need to know.