Why cant she just leave me alone? schoool is almost out, and for the past 2 weeks my mother has been an absolute nightmare. I actually got to the point last friday when i screamed that i want her for fucking die. i never say things like that to her, but at that moment i wished that she would. adn then regreted it. Being tho good girl that i am. i ( Read more... )

wow! sure havent updated in a while! feels like ages. ok, so i deffinatetly ruined my diet today (i have been good for the past 3 days tho) ok im sry but chili fries adn a coney doesnt really = bikini ready. it just doesnt! (damn! i need soooooo much more self control!)ok so yeah i ended history w/ an A! woot woot *does little dance in her chair*. ( Read more... )

ok soooo...hmmmm. Ok well yesterday i rode teh bus home wiht heather and natalie. Ok hung out. people cam over around 6 or so. we baked a cake. had a bonfire. i got gifts. we watched mulan ( Read more... )

i am listening to this song minutos...its is amazing! so is the music video. OMg...its like...idk it distracted me from what i wanted to write ( Read more... )

come to my house tomorrow at 7 until 11:30.....itll be fun!!!!

im thinking about making all of my entries friends only ( Read more... )

i have a sore throat...i had one since about 4:00 yesterday. Water is the only thing that sort of helps. Ughhhhh. SO i had a test in 4th hour, i went to skool solely becasue of that. After the test, i left skool adn went to doctors. Supposedly, its nOT strep, so thats a releif. Then...i ate....I havent been to burger King in a long time! Ok....umm ( Read more... )

I smell....i just came from dance.....WOOOOO GOOO SMELLLY ARM PITS!!!! O YEAH. (yeah sooooo 2 lazy to shower tonite...lets hope i feel like it in the morning) LOL

my worst fear: i am such a loser. OMG i think that this guy wont go out with me or isnt interested or w/e becasue im too innocent, and he knows that im not a slut. Is that what guys want....just some fucking whore in a girl? I think that at this rate, ill be a pathetic loser with no bf at all. What's wrong wiht me...just...i dont know. It was ( Read more... )

yesterday was a pretty good day. After school i went to heather's house. Natalie, heather (ofcoarse), lindsey, bridget, eric and kate were there. I was so happy to be able to spend time with them, since the play has taken up a lot of my time. I was especially glad to see eric in a better mood. He has never been so open towards me...and actually a ( Read more... )