I just talked with an old friend, it felt refreshing.
miss you

I am applying for nanny positions. they pay pretty well.... 11-15$ an hour for  about 30 hrs weekly or more. i have e-mailed about 13 people so far.

wish me luck!!

i need it

( I feel like I have lost my touch)

I like being unemployed.
then I don't.
Portland has been a interesting place to find work
interesting because there isn't any work here.
none-the-less I am happy.

wish I could see some of your faces.

....

So many things have changed in the past 7 months.

Has time really gone this quickly?

Knowing what i want is something that has proven difficult. when has is not.
Doing what i think I want is even more difficult. looks like I  am heading.........

on a different note, I was going to get married, but now I am not.

I dont know why anyone would want to.

( Read more... )

July 5th.

see ya.

aparently they have my name somewhere in some list.

this is interesting. mean's im doing something.

this town is 500 miles underground ........

and that's ok

 I'm motivated.

I made a bunch of copies.....

we need to get ready for the march 19th protest.

I don't care anymore.

I am also a liar.

I think it's time we start caring.

What do you think?

I'm still sleeping.

Just to tell you
I haven't felt like this before.

Thank you Brandon.

Thank you chemicals in my brain. Well appreciated.

I just made amazing vegan french toast for Brandon and I.

love