if we were the last people on earth

I wouldnt mind....

 I'm feeling overwhelmed. So many things are happening all at once. Change of scernery, change of love along with a broken heart, missing people, moving family,marriage,lack of money, what else? 
tons of empty boxes pilled high in my room as well as my brain.

ahh.

It's okay, despite my current postition in life, I'm rather happy.
but lets not forget, I ( Read more... )

methadone is my friend tonight. i just hope i wake up at 6am.

(my bed got a little to cold to sleep in.
dont blame me.)

Im awake at 6am, but not going to work. I cant possible muster up the energy to go and do that. I didnt sleep last night. not one bit.  I tryed but it was likely one of the most lonely nights i have ever had.....cold lonely nights. I'm sounding a little pathetic, but I dont care. i gave up on that about 12 hours ago.

much love
alex snapp

The new world order reeks of dieing empire odor
and changing the chanel wont make that go away 
as the near of democracy fades away 
as the world down sizes untill it explodes
as the shanty towns behind the malls become visible 
as the savages on the other side of the wall break through 
as everybody from gun crazy malicious, anti imagrant nazis, 
to ( Read more... )

Everyday I wake up and my eyes are red and puffy, my throat is itching and im sneezing uncontrolably.
I'm fucking alergic to this place.
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK

Does anyone have a better solution?
because im at a loss
i dont watch the news because i will end up crying.
i love people
and im going crazy

im at a loss about eveything

ps. nancy grace and bill O'Riley ( Read more... )

steralize my passion
steralize my love

Im am currently reading a book about the begingings of metaphysics. Good  so far, better than i thought. It seems that philosophy books like that, are written in such a dull manor. As if it's not worth trying to make it an easy read. 
I bought a journal, for all the hings you cant read. There isnt mush in it. ( Read more... )

 Im not moving.
i was just thinking

lets try and keep our dick in our pants
okay?

ryan

okay?

i dont talk to you and i still hear your bull shit.

Im thinking that maybe portland sounds better than i thought. After all it is my home town, and my best friend sence the 6th grade lives there. My mother will soon live there,my brithers live there along with the rest of my family. S basicaly i am left here in bremerton washington alone. Yea i have minimal friends, and preston, but what about ( Read more... )