(A rather depressing LJ entry I typed at 2am this morning)

[algetic_yell]

"Even in my dreams, I'm an idiot who knows he's about to wake up to reality."
-David, "Vanilla Sky"

…

First there was the heartbreak. Then there was the silence. Then there was the acidic poison, then the numbness. And now there is the decent.

…You ever…have those moments, where you have just enough raw knowledge…to realize…how horrid your life is…?

Comments

[ianthine]

once again you captivate me with the way you say things. i miss you so much dustin and cant wait to see you. dont worry to much about all other friend issues. you know ill be here for you. always. i just wish you wouldnt get this depressed over things like this.

i love you and always will.