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ali_cat_09

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Jun 28, 2005 05:11

i keep thinking of all the things right now in my life that are bothering me, and i sorta get stuck in a rut... what exactly is a rut anyways? wow, its too early... yum, coffee... oh well, went to the movies with sis last night, had a wicked fun time... she always makes me feel good about myself and im realizing how i feel when im around people ( Read more... )

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cali1327 June 28 2005, 23:25:14 UTC

hey...

i know we keep missing eachother on the phone, which is mainly my fault because i have a final thursday and a presentation tommorrow. i know you never respond to my comments which is fine but you also never leave me any and you responded to my last entry so thats a step in the right direction.

i think we should talk. i really love you and do value our relationship and think we should talk. you clearly have issues with me, and i dont really have issues with you, just i guess more at myself as well, but pertaining to you.

my entry was not about you. i wouldnt even call you two faced. its just for so long i wanted you to be friendly to mike and now that were broken up, you are? why couldnt we have all just gotten along in the past? ...thats all.

anywayz, i really would like to get together and talk to you etc, i miss you.

ali_cat_09 June 29 2005, 12:24:11 UTC

i dont usually respond to your comments because you are usually berated with comments from online weirdos and also i haven't been on this site in a long time, but this is the first time this has been brought up, i didn't know you were upset about this... and by telling me not to write to mike you are creating issues with me, i didn't just decide to be mad for no reason... and where have you been about the mike thing??? he and i have gotten along for a long time now--- not that i ever had any choice... do you think when we hang out ryan will be there? cuz i dont remember the last time we hung out alone and i dont really consider that good talk time...

cali1327 June 29 2005, 15:21:15 UTC

i wasnt mad about comments, thats stupid i was just kidding. i know youve been getting along with mike for a while, i was glad about that and i appeciated it. i dont know whatever. i am not telling you to not talk to mike. you can talk to whomever you want. its just by getting yourself involved in both sides, which is fine, you have people telling two differant sides of everything you say. the shit mike says you say, etc. maybe its true. maybe its not. but you sure tell me a differant side. i dont know, i dont care. its just he is obviously very emotional, and he uses everything you say against you. just so you know. michael, danny, etc. they are all the same. and it all comes out. reguardless of whther or not it was said. no i dont want ryan to be there when we hang out. i want to hang out with you. i have not been able to spend much time with you ive been at school etc, and its not been easy for me to come home alot lately ( ... )

cali1327 July 3 2005, 16:44:47 UTC

i didn't see this comment, but you said you were gonna call like a week ago... but i didn't know you had wanted me to call. then when i did, you didn't answer and never called back... it really seems like you want to make things right...
oh well, im really busy as im sure you are, but i have always made time for you :/

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