on a happy note - nothing is ruined but back to normal. i bought a gorgeous banana republic skirt yesterday. i wanted those hot steve madden's but the sale price was not even pleasant. stephen thinks that i am going to cause some boy drama on staff...oh silly boys always two steps ahead of them-i feel like partying.

what a fool. i guess overall i'm not sorry but specifically I am. um, that doesn't even mean what i mean it to-i can't express it. i just feel relieved, rejected, and like i ruined something great. i guess i protected me in the long-run though.

i am confused by the male population - the whole lot of 'em. what was he going to say? what is he thinking? what is going to happen? what am i going to do; i am obviously frustrated with some situations and ready to act. i am tired of playing sodoku (codespeak).

so much fun today ( Read more... )

so girls on summerstaff can't stand me. why? who knows, b/c people like hanging out with me? i'm generally unlikeable? i smell? anyway they dislike me and draw me into drama so i appear like a dramatic bitch. get the fuck over yourselves. damn. yes i'm the insecure one. i seem so insecure don't i? i was told by someone that they thought i ( Read more... )

we just made horrendous looking choc.chip pancakes - they looked like chocolatey mush. they tasted of the most exquisite goodness ever ( Read more... )

the weather is gorgeous! yesterday stephen, andre, kaylee and i headed down to hoopfest. we had a good time walking around and hanging out. i bought a killer pair of shades and designer water...who knew? we swapped andre for brooke and had a nice little dinner at the olive garden. our wait was like 20 minutes - how amazing is that? our ( Read more... )

business week officially started at 7 am. we are now drinking at 8 pm. we always start the week off right.

lol peoples' anger just makes me laugh. so do those that pose as chill people knowledgable about everything. i mockingly call these people "the intellectuals" they are their own downfall ( Read more... )

I am so excited. I found out tonight that one of the greatest people I know is coming to Spokane Saturday. I haven't seen Amos since before school got out and really hung out with him? Oh it has been too long. Especially since we were all inseparable last summer. He is starting work @ Boeing soon so he decided to rendevous with us before it ( Read more... )