I am finally realizing, I can do this hole nursing thing! and nothing is stopping me! :)

I feel so betrayed by the one person who was always supposed to be there. Goodbye to a nine year friendship. apparently it wasn't that great. filled with so many lies and deceit.

Am I really not good enough for you. I can't take this constant dissappointment. I guess I'm just going to move on and put my wall back up so i don't get hurt. yup.

But I am  excited for Cassie's wedding tomorrow! and bacherlette party tonight holllaaaa. It's so weird she's getting married.

Has been amazing so far!!!!!!!! I'm going out to dinner!!!!!!!!! soonn

I got AN IPOD.
A Ukulele
Resort in Vegas.
Plane tickets to Vegas.
Circus Dola show

hell yes!

Today was horrible. I got a call that whiskey had a sessure and we prob will have to put him down. I called out of work to drive an hour home and we put him down :( it sucked.  I feel and look like shit because I'm so sad he was an amazing dog ( Read more... )

Sooo this weekend i realized how busy of a person I am anddd It's good but sometimes ughhh ( Read more... )

and you shall love the lord your G-d  with all your heart and all your might and with all your soul and with all your might. And these words that command you today shall be in your heart. And you shall teach them diligently to your children, and you hall speak of them when you sit at home and when you walk along the way.

it goes on aka the SHEMA.

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Dear Mom. I just want to scream at you at the top of my lungs for being such a concieded bitch! and only caring about yourself instead of this entire family ( Read more... )

School is almost done. But now I have to be here till the 22nd because school was cancelled. Atleast all the RAs are stuck so it'l be pretty fun! But I need to go home and do Hanukah and Xmas shopping.  because i refuse to do it in Mass ahaha ( Read more... )

I can do this. I want this more than anything. I've worked to hard to let any of this slip away

I might cry a lot and not  be able to see the ones I care about as much

but this is mine. my dream and i will do it