part 30
AAAND...
this is still not the end XD
well this part is a bit different than most I wrote...
and it's all because I'm in a damn hurry >_<
“Tell him, if he dares to touch you, I’ll kill him!”
What on earth...?
First I had to make a mad dash from on end of my flat to the other, then look for the blinking thing frantically...
I think I dropped my cigareete somewhere on the way too...
Only to hear ... what?
A treath of killing someone who’s not even here?
Kirito already left, maybe as long as five minutes ago but still...
Maybe he means Rill, the two of them never got along.
But would he really dislike my cat so much to change his gender...?
“What...” I finally open my mouth to speak, but he interrupts me.
“Nevermind! Forget what I just said, I didn’t say it, it’s just your and my imgaination!”
What in the name of God is ...
“Aiji-kun, I’m afraid...”
“I’m really sorry, just really... forget what I have said! “ there he goes, interrupting me again “I’ve been thinking too much, plus this sccident...”
WHAT?!
“What accident!??” I literally yell at him.
How the hell can be so calm!?
“Aaaah, I was driving home, and the truck hit this van in front of me! But nothing happened... I mean there was a lot of smoke and everything, and this listtle girl was watching, just crushing her dog... and there was this woman she lost her arm, so...”
If that’s his way of calming me down, as hell it’s not working...
“Aiji I don’t care about whoever lost their arm, or about a dog...! Are YOU ok!? Did anything happen??”
Alright, probably I sound as a terrified girl.
But after this whole week, after coming to some sudden conclusions I don’t think I can just take much more.
I’ve been worried because he was sick, because his mother’s state, because...
Just because he wasn’t here. Period.
And now he’s talking to me about someone who lost a dog...I mean arm!
And I better find my lost cigarette before I have a fire here...
“I’m fine. Untouched even... “ he takes a deep breath.
“Are you sure? How are you feeling, are you sure everything’s fine?”
There’s a longer silence.
“Jun-kun, I really am fine... “ I know he’s smiling, and I feel like a weight of stones has been suddenly lifted from my back.
“You’re not lying for my benefit...? “ I found it. Take a longer drag, hold for a second, exhale...
“Don’t you know I never lie to you...?”
“You lied about your health...” I flatly point out, but I can feel myself smile.
“....ok just this once” his laughter sounds really nice.
But there are still little sparks of worry in my heart.
I should probably trust what he says, but just...
I guess I’m the worry despite everything type.
“You’re home already?”
“Not...not yet. I have to make a stop somewhere and get some food, and then ... “
And then he’ll go home, he won’t cook anyway just have some instant soup, he’ll go to sleep...
And we’ll see each other tomorrow during practice, when everyone will be there...
“Could you come over?” I blurt out.
There’s this silence again.
I’m starting to hate it.
Why there has to be silence between us all the time..?
“I mean it’s ok if you don’t want, I mean the trip probably worn you out...” I sigh finally, just to break that quiet wall “I just ...”
“I’d be happy to”
His voice sounds like he has been holding his breath for the last couple of minutes.
But then, why should he...?
“But ...”
“But what?” there I go again, all tense ad nervous.
“I....I really need to buy somethings...”
I take a quick peek into the ktichen, as I listen to him talking about his lakc of anything ediable and how his fridge is porbably only a metal skeleton right now from the lack of food.
“I’ll make you something, ok? Just.. “ I take a deeper breath, I think I’ve been holding mine without even realizing it... he seems to be doing that to me lately “ Just please, come home...?”
“Alright...” his voice soft, a pitch I could listen to and listen... “I’ll see you soon then...”
Only a quiet click indicates the call has been finished.
I think... I look like a fool right now.
Standing in the middle of my living room,s taring at my cell phone, with one of the silliest grin possible.
Wait.
Did I say what I think I said....?
I glance at the clock... I wonder how soon he will be here.
Right, I said I will make him something...
Just please, come home...?
I did say that...
My mind repeating that one sentence over and over again, as I quickly rummage aroun the kitchen.
Home...
I’m pretty much...dazed.
All the things I’ve said...they were pretty unlike me I guess.
Or maybe they were...?
Honest and spontanous....
Door bell ...
Another quick dash to the hall.
What is wrong with me, I keep doing everything in a rush today...
First Kirito, then the phone, then the food...now this...
Good thing I got carpets everywhere, I’d break a leg at least if it were wood...
I just keep looking at him for a couple of longer seconds.
His eyes smiling at me as well as his lips...
His brown hair falling into his face...
I wrap my arms around him, burry my face into his shirt.
I did the same today...but it didn’t feel half as good as it does now.
I feel one of his hands burry in my hair, the other one around my waist, hugging me back.
“Aiji-chan...welcome back...”
this is still not the end XD
well this part is a bit different than most I wrote...
and it's all because I'm in a damn hurry >_<
“Tell him, if he dares to touch you, I’ll kill him!”
What on earth...?
First I had to make a mad dash from on end of my flat to the other, then look for the blinking thing frantically...
I think I dropped my cigareete somewhere on the way too...
Only to hear ... what?
A treath of killing someone who’s not even here?
Kirito already left, maybe as long as five minutes ago but still...
Maybe he means Rill, the two of them never got along.
But would he really dislike my cat so much to change his gender...?
“What...” I finally open my mouth to speak, but he interrupts me.
“Nevermind! Forget what I just said, I didn’t say it, it’s just your and my imgaination!”
What in the name of God is ...
“Aiji-kun, I’m afraid...”
“I’m really sorry, just really... forget what I have said! “ there he goes, interrupting me again “I’ve been thinking too much, plus this sccident...”
WHAT?!
“What accident!??” I literally yell at him.
How the hell can be so calm!?
“Aaaah, I was driving home, and the truck hit this van in front of me! But nothing happened... I mean there was a lot of smoke and everything, and this listtle girl was watching, just crushing her dog... and there was this woman she lost her arm, so...”
If that’s his way of calming me down, as hell it’s not working...
“Aiji I don’t care about whoever lost their arm, or about a dog...! Are YOU ok!? Did anything happen??”
Alright, probably I sound as a terrified girl.
But after this whole week, after coming to some sudden conclusions I don’t think I can just take much more.
I’ve been worried because he was sick, because his mother’s state, because...
Just because he wasn’t here. Period.
And now he’s talking to me about someone who lost a dog...I mean arm!
And I better find my lost cigarette before I have a fire here...
“I’m fine. Untouched even... “ he takes a deep breath.
“Are you sure? How are you feeling, are you sure everything’s fine?”
There’s a longer silence.
“Jun-kun, I really am fine... “ I know he’s smiling, and I feel like a weight of stones has been suddenly lifted from my back.
“You’re not lying for my benefit...? “ I found it. Take a longer drag, hold for a second, exhale...
“Don’t you know I never lie to you...?”
“You lied about your health...” I flatly point out, but I can feel myself smile.
“....ok just this once” his laughter sounds really nice.
But there are still little sparks of worry in my heart.
I should probably trust what he says, but just...
I guess I’m the worry despite everything type.
“You’re home already?”
“Not...not yet. I have to make a stop somewhere and get some food, and then ... “
And then he’ll go home, he won’t cook anyway just have some instant soup, he’ll go to sleep...
And we’ll see each other tomorrow during practice, when everyone will be there...
“Could you come over?” I blurt out.
There’s this silence again.
I’m starting to hate it.
Why there has to be silence between us all the time..?
“I mean it’s ok if you don’t want, I mean the trip probably worn you out...” I sigh finally, just to break that quiet wall “I just ...”
“I’d be happy to”
His voice sounds like he has been holding his breath for the last couple of minutes.
But then, why should he...?
“But ...”
“But what?” there I go again, all tense ad nervous.
“I....I really need to buy somethings...”
I take a quick peek into the ktichen, as I listen to him talking about his lakc of anything ediable and how his fridge is porbably only a metal skeleton right now from the lack of food.
“I’ll make you something, ok? Just.. “ I take a deeper breath, I think I’ve been holding mine without even realizing it... he seems to be doing that to me lately “ Just please, come home...?”
“Alright...” his voice soft, a pitch I could listen to and listen... “I’ll see you soon then...”
Only a quiet click indicates the call has been finished.
I think... I look like a fool right now.
Standing in the middle of my living room,s taring at my cell phone, with one of the silliest grin possible.
Wait.
Did I say what I think I said....?
I glance at the clock... I wonder how soon he will be here.
Right, I said I will make him something...
Just please, come home...?
I did say that...
My mind repeating that one sentence over and over again, as I quickly rummage aroun the kitchen.
Home...
I’m pretty much...dazed.
All the things I’ve said...they were pretty unlike me I guess.
Or maybe they were...?
Honest and spontanous....
Door bell ...
Another quick dash to the hall.
What is wrong with me, I keep doing everything in a rush today...
First Kirito, then the phone, then the food...now this...
Good thing I got carpets everywhere, I’d break a leg at least if it were wood...
I just keep looking at him for a couple of longer seconds.
His eyes smiling at me as well as his lips...
His brown hair falling into his face...
I wrap my arms around him, burry my face into his shirt.
I did the same today...but it didn’t feel half as good as it does now.
I feel one of his hands burry in my hair, the other one around my waist, hugging me back.
“Aiji-chan...welcome back...”