part 3
...ok someone shoot me...
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so sorry...I don't think me writing Kohta works out... ._.
as usual, not beta-ed
The evening’s air seems cool as I take in a deep breath.
Fresh and vivid, just like the upcoming night will be.
Feeling my blood rush quicker with each single meter I leave behind me.
I serioudly feel like a qiggly teen on his first date...
In a way it is I guess.
I don’t think I can’t actually explain how everything turned out.
I don’t know if I can even explain myself...
He’s the bands founder, it’s source and it’s life.
He’s everyone’s best friend.
He’s Aniki’s soul mate, the way their relationship goes differes from normal friendship, somewhere beyond that, beyond a relationship even two lovers would have.
And as for today...he’s my boyfriend.
That little shining star is a part of my life in more ways than one.
The very same person I always wanted to protect from harsh remarks and shield from the bitter jokes.
I never used to think about the reasons behind it all, I still don’t.
My feelings are all I need I guess, I don’t want to examin them, see through them.
I smile lightly to myself, as I glance at the slowly creeping clock.
Still a couple of minutes left, still a chance to remeber everything clearly...
Owh my god, I am so glad I didn’t drink that night....
My line of thoughts changes lightly, as I start to think where should we go out.
Neither of us wanted anything fancy.
I don’t think it just...suits.
My eyes scan the streest as I pass colorfull people.
A flod of ranbowy colors mixed with the black suits of the sallarymen.
Teenage life mixing with the monotony of grown ups.
I feel my smile widen at that though.
I’m going to see a grown up who is so much more full of a vibrant life than any of those teens on the city’s streets.
I swear if some people would see me right now, they wouldn’t recognize me.
Always a little bit distant, a little bit quiet...
Always deep in his thoughts, tending to space out into his own world...
No one ever suspected that my world slowly began to change it’s form to one man only...
I really should think of a place we will go to..
But I can’t help it as my minds has a life of it’s own it seems.
As thoughts swirl in my head, appearing and disappearing ever so quickly, too fast for me to even understand them.
My eyes drink the sights of the city illuminated in front of me.
Thousads of lights slowly beginning to glow, to fightt he creeping up darkness of the night.
I wish I could keep darkenss from him as those lamps...
He’s so easy to tease...
There’s just so damn innocent that it’s almost impossible not to pick on him...
I sometimes worriexd how much more will he be able to take...
Didn’t they see he’s had enough of it already?
I remember having a fight with Aniki about that.
He stubbornly repeating that “Jun knows better”.
Maybe he does, but what did he felt then....?
Unconsciously I clench my fists at the memory.
I won’t let it happen again.
A little place catches my attention and immideatly my head clears.
We will come here.
I stand outside, taking a quick peck through the window.
The interior somehow remiding me of a sunny Sunday afternoon in the country side.
With a big house with a lovely living room, with old but soft sofas and chairs, with a family gathere all around...
Couples in loves, singles reading books or newspapers, friends chatting inside..
I grin widely, as I reach his place.
Taking in another deep breath, feeling the evening’s air fill my whole being.
I know on the door and wait for him...
The door swings open and I’m afraid I have to look completly sstupid, with a goofy grin on my lips.
He gives me a quick hug before pulling away and I feel my smile fall a little.
Even if his hands are still clenching my jacket lightly and his eyes shining as they gaze into mine.
This isn’t what I hoped to recive ...
“Did you know Kirito went on a date with Aiji???”
.....and deffinetly THIS wasn’t either.
.__________________________.
so sorry...I don't think me writing Kohta works out... ._.
as usual, not beta-ed
The evening’s air seems cool as I take in a deep breath.
Fresh and vivid, just like the upcoming night will be.
Feeling my blood rush quicker with each single meter I leave behind me.
I serioudly feel like a qiggly teen on his first date...
In a way it is I guess.
I don’t think I can’t actually explain how everything turned out.
I don’t know if I can even explain myself...
He’s the bands founder, it’s source and it’s life.
He’s everyone’s best friend.
He’s Aniki’s soul mate, the way their relationship goes differes from normal friendship, somewhere beyond that, beyond a relationship even two lovers would have.
And as for today...he’s my boyfriend.
That little shining star is a part of my life in more ways than one.
The very same person I always wanted to protect from harsh remarks and shield from the bitter jokes.
I never used to think about the reasons behind it all, I still don’t.
My feelings are all I need I guess, I don’t want to examin them, see through them.
I smile lightly to myself, as I glance at the slowly creeping clock.
Still a couple of minutes left, still a chance to remeber everything clearly...
Owh my god, I am so glad I didn’t drink that night....
My line of thoughts changes lightly, as I start to think where should we go out.
Neither of us wanted anything fancy.
I don’t think it just...suits.
My eyes scan the streest as I pass colorfull people.
A flod of ranbowy colors mixed with the black suits of the sallarymen.
Teenage life mixing with the monotony of grown ups.
I feel my smile widen at that though.
I’m going to see a grown up who is so much more full of a vibrant life than any of those teens on the city’s streets.
I swear if some people would see me right now, they wouldn’t recognize me.
Always a little bit distant, a little bit quiet...
Always deep in his thoughts, tending to space out into his own world...
No one ever suspected that my world slowly began to change it’s form to one man only...
I really should think of a place we will go to..
But I can’t help it as my minds has a life of it’s own it seems.
As thoughts swirl in my head, appearing and disappearing ever so quickly, too fast for me to even understand them.
My eyes drink the sights of the city illuminated in front of me.
Thousads of lights slowly beginning to glow, to fightt he creeping up darkness of the night.
I wish I could keep darkenss from him as those lamps...
He’s so easy to tease...
There’s just so damn innocent that it’s almost impossible not to pick on him...
I sometimes worriexd how much more will he be able to take...
Didn’t they see he’s had enough of it already?
I remember having a fight with Aniki about that.
He stubbornly repeating that “Jun knows better”.
Maybe he does, but what did he felt then....?
Unconsciously I clench my fists at the memory.
I won’t let it happen again.
A little place catches my attention and immideatly my head clears.
We will come here.
I stand outside, taking a quick peck through the window.
The interior somehow remiding me of a sunny Sunday afternoon in the country side.
With a big house with a lovely living room, with old but soft sofas and chairs, with a family gathere all around...
Couples in loves, singles reading books or newspapers, friends chatting inside..
I grin widely, as I reach his place.
Taking in another deep breath, feeling the evening’s air fill my whole being.
I know on the door and wait for him...
The door swings open and I’m afraid I have to look completly sstupid, with a goofy grin on my lips.
He gives me a quick hug before pulling away and I feel my smile fall a little.
Even if his hands are still clenching my jacket lightly and his eyes shining as they gaze into mine.
This isn’t what I hoped to recive ...
“Did you know Kirito went on a date with Aiji???”
.....and deffinetly THIS wasn’t either.