Happy 11th
And just because. . .
And just because I started feeling sentimental and shiz, I'm back to writing here. The last post was in 2020 (perhaps in the middle of lockdown). I started this page when I was 16. Now, I'm older. But still, most likely the same.
I still vomit words.
(TBH, I finished making my post a while ago, but then LJ just happened to put me on Modern Editor once I clicked 'POST')
Kaloka. Hirap alalahanin yung mga sinabi ko kanina.
Should I just say I'm anxious about my future? Basta, yun muna. Nakalimutan ko na yung ibang sasabihin ko sana.
But (another) tbh, I reviewed every post I made before. My ghad! Either I edited the privacy of those posts to private or I deleted them. Hard to admit but there are some moments that should just remain in my memories. Nakakahiya pero mahirap i-deny. I don't want to deny that I was once 'crazy' on some ways. I am acknowledging I was quite 'too much' before. I just want to think of those as a part of the past that I could just freely laugh about.
I don't know how frequent I'd even make a post, since the trend lies more on vlogs.
Anyway, since I'm going to be jobless in a few weeks anyway, might as well revive this account as a dump for my written words on life, books, and other shiz.
So, to anyone who reads this. Thank you for having the time to even visit this site. :)