it's kind of sad when someone can look at a picture of me, in the element of music, and know that's where i'm at my happiest. don't get me wrong...i'm a happy person, but when i'm around it it's an extreme feeling of knowing that's where i belong. i've had the discussion before with friends of seperation of hobbies/careers. i just don't know where ( Read more... )

i had so much fun in the past 4 days. i think i really only WATCHED about 2/4 shows. one i couldn't see anything cause it was packed, but i had fun dancing and playing our drinking game. and then orlando i was WAY too trashed to care about watching, i just wanted to dance. hahahahaha. and dance i did. then ran around and said things to each one of ( Read more... )

next week needs to go by MEGA fast. SERIOUSLY. kayleigh comes on tuesday and i couldn't be more fucking stoked. and then ldskjfalkjsdlksj all time low. kjandsksajhjdh hahaha. that's all that comes out. i'm more than excited to see the other bands too. mayday parade, the maine, and every avenue. orlando sold out so it's gunna be an intense crowd. ( Read more... )

so here i am...in an amazing mood. then all of a sudden i feel like i got hit with a ton of bricks. the song pictures of you by last goodnight just came on the xm radio. and i swear it never fails to make me think about jacob, and i get sad. even though he wasn't a huge part of my life, his death was. it's just weird. sometimes i feel like i see ( Read more... )

lovin my new hair, i feel like a different person. and last night, i got complimented alot by people telling me i look like i've lost alot of weight. it made me smile :-D


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i'm terribly bored. waiting for my damn McFLY dvd to come in the mail. that's what sucks about living in the states...i can't just go out and buy this crap. muahaha ( Read more... )

i FINALLY got around to uploading the rest of my ATL videos from july and FINALLY got my 2 from APRIL uploaded. hahahaha my laziness was the factor in not having them up but i wanted to clear out my computer so i uploaded them so i could delete them ( Read more... )

i'm so freakin' tired. oh well, i only have friday and then i have a 3 day weekend, thank god ( Read more... )

we're supposed to get another hurricane next week. but this one's supposed to be a category 5 by the time it gets here. if you don't understand the categorys then think about how katrina was only a 4 when it new orleans, so much destruction. i pray to god it's not that bad.

i can't deal with not having power.

Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle. Say the following questions aloud, and press play. Use the song titles that come up to answer each question ( Read more... )