moments that change your life

[alibali]

So, there's so much I want to write and so much I have to write.  So many happy wonderful great amazing things.  Ziva walking, talking, being ONE.  Her amazing birthday party.  Our wonderful friends and family helping out (and buying great gifts).  Her amazing birthday cake that I felt so guilty throwing away the last few slices because it was so

Comments

[smasharash]

Sounds like lots of great times, and Ziva really is adorable!

I'm so sorry for whatever it is he's done to your sister. I can relate to that feeling of having it at the back of your mind, my friend recently found out her husband cheated on her while they were together, and I keep finding myself thinking about it and talking about it. It must be so much more for you because she's your sister.

[alibali]

There were lots of great times and there still are but it sucks with everything in the back of my mind.

[imalego]

I know all about the "great things/terrible things" situation. Not to be a complete downer, but my brother died, very suddenly, when I was four months pregnant with my (now 3 year old) second child. It was like every good thing that happened(ie. birth of baby #2) had this shadow of oh yeah, that happened too on it.

[alibali]

Oh, that's horrible, I'm so sorry.

It's hard to be angry/mad/upset when my sister's life is crumbling around her. It almost feels selfish to be upset on my own when, of course, obviously, it does affect all of our lives as well.