Hmm...I haven't really updated in a while...I thought I would update this thing more often...but I've been much too busy to be sitting by a computer where I can ramble....also, I have been contemplating things much too serious to go into detail about on an online journal...and writing in here would be a little too tempting to bring those subjects ( Read more... )

FIRSTS ( Read more... )

So..since the last time I've updated I've been up to the same old stuff.....working...chillin with friends.....working out....makin music......and you know,nothing too exciting, just seeing ( Read more... )

Intrinsically I have hope. Logically I know that life is not fair. In my heart I believe in karma. In my mind I know that life is not governed by justice ( Read more... )

BTW-In regards to 'current moods', I ussually pick the 'mood' based on how it looks-it doesn't really reflect my mood... you should probably be able to figure out my mood by reading the entry.hehe, anywho ( Read more... )

I don't feel pretty enough.

A couple of days ago my friend said that I was scared of him because he knows me so well. In response I said half jokingly and half seriously that he doesn't know me as well as he thinks he does. I am aSsuming he took this on as a sort of challenge because the next day he sent me an e-mail saying that there are certain things people can tell about ( Read more... )

So..to those of you who are going to BREAD camp, or staffing BREAD camp, or just going to Bishops Ranch anytime this summer, I am officially and unabashedly jealous of you!!(LOLO-I know Chris is going to bash this entry!!) As that time of year creeps up I am finding myself more and more nostalgic I guess you could say. Its disheartening to think ( Read more... )

Dave Matthews Band ( Read more... )

Maybe I'm not good in relationships. Maybe I scare people away. Maybe I'm a 'heartbreaker ( Read more... )