the fact is this.

whatever is in front of me is coloring my view so i cant see what i want to see. or maybe i'm just letting it.

school is ok, but its really stressful. i like the new death cab cd, probably more than friends. i drive like a maniac, i ran over laura's bushes at the end of her driveway. lance was kinda mad, so i guess im gonna have bake him a tasty cake so that he likes me again. personal ad in the newspaper? ya i think so, becuase pentucket is just not ( Read more... )

summer is wrapping up. i dont know where the days have gone or what i did with them. all i have to show for it is a tan,a sweatshirt, and sore muscles ( Read more... )

everything feels weird. i feel empty as shit. this isn't a good way to start the summer.

i finished my book. catcher in the rye. i forgot i was reading it for about 3 weeks, so i decided to finish it on friday. it was good. there wasnt much of an ending, i mean there was and all, but he never gets happy. i just want him to call jane at the end, be with her and get goddamn happy. is that so much to ask? i dont think so. reading that ( Read more... )

this weekend was great. on friday i hung out with nikki at her dads. and even though we just watched a movie and i had to give her a bunch of messages, i liked it. i like going there, not just her dad's, it was nice to spend a night being mellow. nikki is a good kid, i'm glad we are friends. i like all my friends a lot. you guys are a good group of ( Read more... )

she appears composed, so she is i supposed. who can really tell.

i kinda want to kiss a stranger, just to say i have done it. i hope they dont have herpies though...that would suck.

i don't even know how i feel right now. it is bad and good mixed. its like im getting butterflies in my stomach for the first time. when i was outside earlier today, i smelled spring. it gave me the best feeling, a comforting feeling.lately i have been feeling nostalgic, and just not comfortable, but today i feel....undescribable. its wonderful. i ( Read more... )

so i jsut wrote this long, personal entry. BUTTT i ecied to build myslef a snowman, because the snow is perfect and i haven't in the longest time.His name is Henry ( Read more... )