I tried to handstands for you but everytime I fell on you,
I'm permenantly black and blue,
Permanantly blue for you.
Life is fucking awful at the moment. I'm so tired and I just want to sleep all the time, but when I go to bed, I can't. I don't want to have to think about this anymore just want it to all go away. I'm so scared of going mental again, ( Read more... )

Matt's supposed to be coming over in a bit to talk. We're basically already over, but I'm so scared ( Read more... )

Me and Matt are splitting up. It's horrible. I feel rotten. We (well, he) wants to do it amicably and still be friends. He still wants to come to my graduation, and I still want him there. But I don't want to split up. I would do anything, find anyway that we could to stay together. But I think I had my one chance in the summer, and since I moved ( Read more... )

So I caved. I'm now in my third hour of heating. Lovely warm seat by computer next to the radiator. =D

I feel slightly less miserable now I'm warm.

xxx

That is what I am having. I'm cold and don't want to put the heating on til later because I can't afford to have it on all day. I think I've upset Matt, but I'm not sure how, which makes me worried and sad. I want some chocolate but I'm eating really badly at the moment so trying to refrain. Also would mean going to the Co-op and it's so cold ( Read more... )

I have the neighbours from hell, it appears. They moved into the house next door about the same time as I did. After someone trying to break into my car last week, the other next door (an older couple) had their house broken into last night. The little shits stole... an ornamant. That's it. The police turned up on my doorstep at about 10.30 last ( Read more... )

Some thieving little shit has tried to break into my car! Completely broken the lock on the passenger door! Even worse, it didn't happen, as I thought it might have, on the road I park on outside work, but at home, right in front of my front door ( Read more... )

I write to you from my new flat!! Yay! I'm all moved in, sort of, now. I even have rediculously fast (rediculously overpriced, why am I not more assertive with people on the phone??) internet! But sadly no computer table, so I'm sat on the floor with stoopid desktop 'puter. Tis only stoopid because it's dying a horrible horrible death (and has been ( Read more... )

I think I've just read something I wasn't supposed to. I'm not sure if I'm annoyed or amused, mostly amused I think, that my livejournal is still causing trouble on some level. Haha! Funny how people change though, isn't it?? Espescially when others don't. =P

Oh well, onwards and upwards. I have somewhere to live in Barnsley! Exciting times. I will ( Read more... )

So tired... so many hours spent on possible pointlessness...

But I must share this with you....

CLICKY!!

I am sort of proud.

Sleep now for Alice.

xxx