Life lately

[alice_sakurada]

I'm finally feeling a little better today. Last week was absolutely one of the worst I have ever had. Two saturday's ago, my grandmother passed away. Starting the Thursday that it became evident she would not be recovering from her latest bout in the hospital, I started to develop multiple little panic attacks. They lasted until the day of the

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[its_sybaritic]

Sorry to hear about your grandma. Losing loved ones is always hard. I hope you're feeling a bit better now.

(Yay for being told that you looked cute though!)

[alice_sakurada]

I am feeling better. its slow but sure. The longer you know someone, the harder they are to lose. But at least I have lots of good memories!

It was just so funny, everyone kept saying it, strangers on the elevator, the lady checking me out at Barnes and Noble and I know I'd worn that outfit before but apparently yesterday I was cute. LOL. Its just odd to hear people use that terminology when complementing you. Usually they like the bag, or skirt or shoes, but not just "Your so cute today." Wierd but good.

[naori]

:(
i'm so sorry about your grandmother. i know when my grandmother died when i was a teenager it was the hardest thing i'd ever experienced and sent the anxiety/panic/depression through the roof. ten years later and it's still very sad without her, so i know how you feel. hang in there.

[alice_sakurada]

*hugs* thank you. I'm just glad I got to know her for so long. My other grandparents died when I was a lot younger and while I still miss them, I wasn't as used to them being around, I guess.