Oof

[alicecakes]

I’ve been in a real funk as of late. I’ve told a couple people and some ask me, “is there anything I can do to help?” I don’t have an answer. Keep trying with me I guess? Kc really freezes up when I say I’m depressed. I wish he was different or I wish I didn’t care about him. Either would be better than this. I keep pouring out of my empty cup for

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[lolersk8z]

☹️ I'm so sorry. This sucks so much. Do you think he's just awkward and doesn't know what to do? Either way, it sucks to feel like you give and he doesn't give back.

I'm curious what you mean when you say, "I'm not the main character here." Because you're absolutely the main character in your own life... and you're absolutely allowed to feel shitty about someone you care about not showing you care.

I'm also wondering if you've talked to him or Chanel since your birthday... how things are going since you posted this entry.

EDIT: Ope, hit enter too soon. I was going to say... feel free to respond on here or we can chat via text or however else you'd like. ♥

[alicecakes]

I think it’s either:
-him being an avoider, which is how he usually handles things
-he just doesn’t care, which I tend to believe more.
I haven’t really talked with them or hung out since then, only talked to them about surfacy stuff, which is pretty normal. They’re busy with their show and I’m busy with mine.