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[aliceelectro]

you know when you reach that peak of that mountain of goals? and you feel amazing. like nothing can take you down, or knock you over. things couldnt be any better. things are so amazing, that they can only get worse. and they eventually do. but they just don't get KINDA bad, then get better again. no. no. no. they get fucking terrable. they get

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[wakeup_kayla]

i don't understand why you felt the need to write this in an entry. whether or not you want to believe it, you can always IM or call me. i'm never unreachable. every friend that i've wanted to keep, i still have. i am not selfish at all. i just direct my attention to 2352358773651 people, instead of one. after you started dating bryce, you were pretty much unavailable until it was conveniant for you. well, sorry. and, yeah, i lost jenny and whoever her boy is because of choices i've made, but that's THEIR choice to stop hanging out with me. i'm fine with my life and obviously the people who've remained close to me are too.
livejournal is a stupid place to vent such feelings.
you're a stupid person for making assumptions like that.

[aliceelectro]

any time i call you, it's always about youyouyou.
what you did thta weekend. who you slept with. who you 'went out with' for a week. who cheated on you. who stole from you. who took you there and here, and you got into a fight with them and this went down here. Granted, you have listened to me before, but you've taken advantage of me, and my big heart, that i was going to cut out and give to you. how many times have you barrow money from me, and never paid me back? how many time did you say that your mom would give me gas money, and she never did, because you never asked, when you guarenteed me? how many things have you STOLEN out of my own BEDROOM? And would have never returned if i didn't confront you? how many times have you broken my heart?
as for livejournal. i'll do what i want with mine. don't tell me what to do with my things.

[misterblackhat]

you need to shut the fuck up and get rid of your not so old know it all attitude. if anything, that's why i've been on another "planet." or maybe that's me dealing with my own shit. this is the biggest hand life has dealt me in a while.

your hopelessness and rock bottomness is something everyone experiences.

[aliceelectro]

what have you done for me?

[aliceelectro]

yes. but we dont talk every night like we used to. i feel like a burden, because i need someoen to talk to.
you give me amazing advice, and sometimes, it's really harsh, and i don't want to hear it, but in the end, you're right. It just takes me a while to think about it.
i love you for sticking with me for so long. and you'll always be my number ONE girl in my heart.

[sandwichpirate]

daaaaaaaamn

[theglassonion]

i understand everything you said.
rock bottom isn't so bad, i've been here for quite some time.

[aliceelectro]

i'm happy someone gets me.
everyone else seems to get pissed off when i'm actually being honest.