baby's got the bends.

"Julie, I hate this. I love you."
"I know. I love you too."
-disconnected-
"I'll wait for you."

we had a clear sky tonight. i saw the smiley face you always talked about. were you looking at it too?

ali i pass your house everyday now when i walk my dog. i walk down that path we used to hang out at while we skipped school. rain or shine we'd always sit or lay there. it makes me sad to walk past that area but maybe one day you'll be inside of that house and then you could come and play with my puppy ( Read more... )

a few weeks ago while i was out buying books i decided to buy one of jesse bateman's favorite books. i don't know why i remember what his favorite book was... or why i even thought of it ( Read more... )

around a month or so ago, i rewatched trainspotting. the first time i ever saw it was with ali ( Read more... )

i can't remember who but yesterday someone said something about ali's make-up. they said she looked kind of like a zombie. and although ali did try to look almost zombie-ish i slapped the person and told them ali is a very beautiful person.

i really miss going to ruby's with ali. we both would get a malt (usually oreo) and then we would share a basket of frings. haha, it was always a challenge pouring the leftover malt back into the cup. hahaha, we spilled so many times ( Read more... )

i still have the pictures of us having a picnic/hanging out at anderson park ( Read more... )

when i was an alien cultures were opinions

ya know, ali, i got a puppy back in february. she's starting to get big now. i wish you could see her.

there is no one i would rather spend today with than you, Alex.

I won't ever forget!!

i'll pay repects for both of us. i hope you're doing well.

i went to california.

ali, i finally found someone. i wish you were here to meet him.

i miss you terribly.