Going to One's Dark Spot
We Hates the Glee.
Watch it all the time, but HATE it. Sort of. I Tivo it so I can fast forward through the annoying music.
Anywhoo, I watched the season ender and what a surprise. I boo-hoo'd, driveled snot and otherwise behaved like a git, a real boo-hoo fest. If you haven't watched the episode you should stop reading here and come back later [Gusty ROOOAR]. <--- nearly imposible to get reference there. hint: POA.
So, in Glee this overgrown bully Crabb/Goyle-ish closeted gay boy had enough and attempted to off himself. All sorts of buttons got pushed in my frail Alice psyche. Long past High School I had a dreadful year when an ex-friend, who became my boss made my workplace a living hell. My crime? When we met I was on a higher run than him on the employment ladder. The arsehole joked about the difference in our pay, saying it didn't matter. Uh, YES, it did matter to him. Eventually he became my supervisor and he turned on me like a ill bred Doberman. One night I decided I'd had enough and if it weren't for the thought that offing myself would let him win, I would have done it.
So all the aformentined pain and agony flooded me as I watched Glee.
Amusing - to me - note; at the commercial break who, but Daniel 'Deh Man' Radcliff did a public service announcement for the Trevor Project.org. Going to off yourself? Call for help! Damn. If I loved Dan before, he just drop kicked the My Little Ponies out of my heart to some more room for himself somewheres around my left aorta.
After thought: Where is the $%#&ing bully of my past? He fools everyone. He's so sweet and kind and behind everyone's backs he is slightly more vile than the spawn of Voldie crossed with Nosferatu.
Evil dude's wife died suddenly and 3 mths later was married to a spankin' new & wifey. I wonder if I'm the only one who suspects his wife's death was no coincidence. Oh... if you only knew the back story on that one. Would make a great episode of one of those NCSI type shows. I. Kid. You. Not.
Watch it all the time, but HATE it. Sort of. I Tivo it so I can fast forward through the annoying music.
Anywhoo, I watched the season ender and what a surprise. I boo-hoo'd, driveled snot and otherwise behaved like a git, a real boo-hoo fest. If you haven't watched the episode you should stop reading here and come back later [Gusty ROOOAR]. <--- nearly imposible to get reference there. hint: POA.
So, in Glee this overgrown bully Crabb/Goyle-ish closeted gay boy had enough and attempted to off himself. All sorts of buttons got pushed in my frail Alice psyche. Long past High School I had a dreadful year when an ex-friend, who became my boss made my workplace a living hell. My crime? When we met I was on a higher run than him on the employment ladder. The arsehole joked about the difference in our pay, saying it didn't matter. Uh, YES, it did matter to him. Eventually he became my supervisor and he turned on me like a ill bred Doberman. One night I decided I'd had enough and if it weren't for the thought that offing myself would let him win, I would have done it.
So all the aformentined pain and agony flooded me as I watched Glee.
Amusing - to me - note; at the commercial break who, but Daniel 'Deh Man' Radcliff did a public service announcement for the Trevor Project.org. Going to off yourself? Call for help! Damn. If I loved Dan before, he just drop kicked the My Little Ponies out of my heart to some more room for himself somewheres around my left aorta.
After thought: Where is the $%#&ing bully of my past? He fools everyone. He's so sweet and kind and behind everyone's backs he is slightly more vile than the spawn of Voldie crossed with Nosferatu.
Evil dude's wife died suddenly and 3 mths later was married to a spankin' new & wifey. I wonder if I'm the only one who suspects his wife's death was no coincidence. Oh... if you only knew the back story on that one. Would make a great episode of one of those NCSI type shows. I. Kid. You. Not.