It's windy today, but still pretty warm. I like having the wind blow on my face through the window. Today is really strange. It feels like those sad summer days. This weekend, so far, has been fun. I enjoy hanging out with new people ( Read more... )

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i need to extend my vocabulary.

you know, my house is infested with ants. so everytime i leave some food out, the next day, i see ants swarming it. its so interesting to watch ants. if you change their enviroment at all, they start going crazy and you can see them startled. and sometimes when the ants pass eachother, they touch heads. sometimes they just pass. wow, like it means ( Read more... )

heh. i can't stop myself from saying really stupid things. and the things i talk about are sometimes really pointless. i over-analyze too much. and i talk about all of my analyzations, which are usually pretty pointless. at least to the degree that i analyze things. i beat everything until it is lifeless; exhausting; pointless. but thats how you ( Read more... )

sometimes i get in this state where i'm disatisfied with everything around me, and i just can't deal with what i'm currently surrounded by. and i just really need something fresh and new, something to awaken all of those emotions inside of me that confuse me, but really give me something to look forward to. god, i'm 17 and there's so much life ( Read more... )

i hate it when i forget the point of being here, right now. i hate it when you can't fix me, because i want you to. i hate it when the tunnel into the future is dark and uncertain, or even worse, not appealing to look down any longer. i hate rock bottom and how it hits fast and hard, and then i forget when i start to breathe again. i hate having a ( Read more... )

okay. i'm willing to forget all about last night (even though it was fun!) if we go out tonight and have more fun. and if my girlfriend is beside me. is that too much to ask?

jennifer lopez is so hot. nobody has anything bad to say about her. she's just, hot. thats a fact, not an opinion.

girls aren't taken seriously.