Im having a sad ...
ive been really feeling down and depressed about not being able to see NIN.
Trent will be here in AUstralia in August !!
So close ... yet so far.
I was so close to booking the airfares and buying the tickets that everytime I think about it I actually get a tight feeling in my chest and I truly believe that If I allowed myself to ponder on the thought I would actually cry.
I know that sounds silly, and you all must think im kinda sad, but I truly honestly feel as though my final chance to see an all time favourite musical artist is slipping by and I no matter how hard I try I cant grasp it *cries*.
Im trying to be positive though and Ive actually taken the time to sit down and realise how lucky I am, well, more than some others.
In the past 2-3 years I have managed to see quite a large number of bands, some I never thought I'd ever see. All ranging from good ole lil Aussies bands to big Internationals.
~East 17 (hahaha - when I was 15 !)
+Powderfinger
~Grinspoon
~MGF
~Kiss
~Anthrax
~Allegiance
~John Butler Trio
+Metallica
+System of a Down
+Slipknot
~Jet
+Queens of the Stone Age
+Korn
+Fear Factory
~Static X
~The Muse
~Something for Kate (most boring band ever !!)
~The White Stripes
~The Darkness (most hyped-up crap Ive ever heard)
~Silverchair
the ones with the + are the ones that have meant anything to me ... and there are plenty more from the BDO that I cant remember hehe ;-)
I havent included DJ's coz they havent really mattered to me !
and the above makes me happy ... until I ponder further and realise all the ones that I have missed in the same 2-3 years
~A Perfect Circle
~Placebo
~Prodigy
~Tool
~Marilyn Manson
~Nine Inch Nails
~Hatebreed
~Cog
~Kid Kenobi (haha, only DJ Ive ever really wanted to see & have missed 3 times !)
~Drowning Pool
~Mudvayne
~Rammstein
~The Tea Party
~Nick Cave
~Pantera
meh - im sure I'll get over it ... but goddamn it hurts :-(
2 more sleeps to TeeBee & BSE - haha
I just want to go out and have fun with friends to dark drum n bass.
The boys are going to an Alice Cooper tribute. 1 of our mates is singing .. would be an interesting show.
anyways - back to the mundane task of stuffing reports and letters into the students envelopes - all 700+ plus ! yay for school holidays ....
reckon I could claim for RSI ?? lol