So I just noticed that I seem to begin every journal entry with the word "So".

So..

I'm all moved in to Cathy and Gary's place and I'm so happy here so far! I had an interview for a good job Friday which I'll hear about tomorrow, and I have another interview first thing in the morning with a placement agency. My new room is sooooo gorgeous and comfy ( Read more... )

 So I'm experiencing first hand something that I learned about in one of my third year Psych classes and it just blows me away.

It all started when I posted an add on Plentyoffish.com, a dating website.

(I'll take this opportunity to redeem myself).

It says explicitly on my profile that I'm just looking to talk to new people and make friends. I'm ( Read more... )

 So I guess things are going better than would be expected right now. Brandon and I are getting along really well considering the situation. At first it was horribly awkward and we were doing and saying things to hurt each other, which was making us both miserable. But we had a long talk the other night and both acknowledged how miserable we both ( Read more... )

So Brandon broke up with me because he doesn't love me anymore.

Makes me fucking sick to my stomach that after everything we've been through....and we've been through a lot....that he can just fall out of love with me.

My entire existence has been based around him for the past 3 years. We were supposed to travel, and have a house in the mountains.

I ( Read more... )

30 pounds officially GONE!!

I'm so excited!

Anyone who wants to lose weight, go to www.calorie-count.com!!! It's free and it WORKS!! I started trying to lose weight back in Feb/March and it showed me how to make small but significant changes to lose 25-35 pounds by summertime. and it was BANG ON. I've still got 15 pounds to go, possibly 20 if I don' ( Read more... )

Well I haven't updated much about my weight loss journey lately since I usually use my journal on www.calorie-count.com for that (Great website for anyone who is interested in trying to lose weight in a healthy, albeit slow, way), But anyway, I'm down a grand total of 27 pounds now from when I initially weighed in in March, which I think is pretty ( Read more... )

I would do anything for one of Cathy's pizza balls.

Well, I suppose I should update this little fella' since I've had a lot of people asking about the recent situation I posted about.

To put it short and blunt, we chose to abort. We talked to doctors and geneticists, took all factors into consideration and decided that we just weren't willing to take the risks at this point in our lives. The doctors ( Read more... )

I should also add that we took Sylvester to the vet and got him put on kitty Prozac. We've had a pretty crazy week, with people coming over and us being out of the apartment a lot and he hasn't had a single accident. He seems a lot less stressed out in general too. We're both so relieved that it's working. We love the little (giant) guy.

Ummm..okay. *Deep Breath*

I've really really been trying to avoid writing this journal entry. This whole issue is so much bigger than I am and I know that making it public is going to spark controversy and judgement. But I am at a true crossroads in my life right now and my decision will impact my future like no other choice has or will. If some one ( Read more... )