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i flew an airplane. it was easy as pie.

I am not sure what i want anymore.

i kind of just really want to leave town for some time.

just a small road trip. who's down?

& get crunk.

tell me something nice....

I miss hearing the word 'forever'.

I have to be happy now.
'forever' no longer exists.
It's gone for good.

I have to learn how to manage without it.

But i really don't know if i can.

I like my family.
So does my boyfriend.

I cried at church today.
I miss a lot of people.

I smoked the good stuff last night.
& nearly died of a massive head ache.

I hate drunkohs.
But apparently i am always drunk.

I'm over this shit.
I love my boo.
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11:11

Things are really looking up for me.

Goodbye for a bit.

& i lovelovelove cookies.

Paul is wonderful. It's been a while.

i miss bear.

& i am absolutly in love with my life.

this summer has been very exciting so far.

i am checking out western tomorrow. who's with me?

p.s. i got my schedule

Oh hey, whats up summer?

One time, my mother told me.

"Alicia, nothing lasts forever".

I should have listened to her.
What a fool i am.

You have got to be fucking kidding me right now.

I don't want this anymore.
start over.
new everything.

i will never get in the way again.