♪♪LaLaLa♪♪... im in LaLa land right now, fighting my own eyelids, as you may have read in lauren's lj! I just had a dream about my friend theresa. she took credit for something i did, and i yelled, ahh, no!!! it turns out i said it out loud, not just in my dream. lauren had actually been talking to me for like 5 whole mins, and she didn't realize i ( Read more... )

Nothing is okay here. Stop talking as if you know me. I don't even think my family knows me. So there is no way you could ever know me, Lauren is the only one that probably really knows me(and God). Even when we do finally talk nothing will ever be the same again. You have said things you can't take back and I am not sure I want to forgive them. ( Read more... )

Guys are so confusing, I mean seriously they are more confusing then us girls. They say "oh I love you" and then go off and fool around with their ex. Or they act like you are the best of friends and make you walk wiht them to the coke matchine only to find out it is broken and then give you two hugs in one day when they never do most days and then ( Read more... )

I stole this from Robert. Oh well he would forgive me I know it. if you want to answer which i hope you do cause it wuld make me laugh, then a) email me your answers b)just be smart and post them on here c) call me like now(or whenever you see this) cause I am home sick and would love to talk and let me know the answers.

What would you do if...

I ( Read more... )

I am off to go walk oh i don't know. In fact maybe I will run. Hmm... well anyway call if you want I am by my lonesome till three thirty ( Read more... )

Guys I all be my lone some today! I woke up feeling like crap and last night I went to bad feeling like crap. So I am now sick, home from school, and only my doggy to keep my company. Sigh: Oh well. I am going to read and sleep and maybe eat all day. Or until Nellie gets home from school.TTyl.

Life sucks right now. I am so upset about so much stuff. :Sigh: Servants council is crap right now. They have canceled one of our most important meetings yet. ARG!!! :crying:

I want to tell you,

but I know just what you'll say,

you'll deny it all,

and try to make it go away.

All I want is the truth,

and if it hurts oh well,

it is better off then guessing,

till there is ice covering hell.

I trusted you before,

and I want to trust you again,

all you have to tell me is truth,

and that you won't do it again.

You ( Read more... )

   School+Fun= A Big Fat 0

I have an interview for a fake job in spheech today which is first period.

I have no earthly idea what we are doing in Biology today but  I think it has something to do with an account on the commputer and probably studying for the exam on cells tomorrow which is second period.

Third period i think we are doing ( Read more... )

  I cried a lot today. Once at church. Once in the car. And once at home while everyone was at youth. Not only did I cry but screamed and threw things. Sounds childish I know, and guess what? That is cause it was. It was nice though. Just being able to have a fit without anyone being there. life sucks righ tnow but I will get over it. I might take ( Read more... )