'Believe me, if I started murdering people, there would be none of you left' Charles Manson

[alienesse]

I'm sitting in front of my computer trying to calm myself. I am so angry that I am doing breathing exercises just to function. My family does not understand that I have a breaking point and one of several things happen when I am pushed to my breaking point. Usually I start crying because I can feel the angry rage raise up in my heart and mind.

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[nnnslogan]

Wow, things have changed a lot. I didn't realize you were back at home, but I'm glad I read your entry today and decided to get caught up.

You're probably not looking for advice, but if I were to offer any, it would be to get out of your parents' house, and not to reintroduce Dena into your life. She has always been a source of problems in your life.

If I could make it happen, I'd get you to move up here to Denton and get serious about school. My wife is a manager at a store and you could have a job and new friends right away, and the schools here (TWU and UNT) are fantastic. This community is very liberal and there is a thriving lesbian community here. It's like Austin without the overwhelming corporate influence and massive traffic jams.

Give it some thought. If you want to give it a try, let me know. I can hook you up with an affordable apartment here, too.