so recently i've been having really weird dreams, and i can remember more than one everytime i wake up, it's weird. like since Christmas i've been having a dream that i go to a party that my ex-boyfriend, Jacob, is throwing and i bring a guy friend and he gets mad and beats me... different guy i bring everynight but pretty much all the same dream ( Read more... )

my brother most likely will move back to San Antonio, Texas at the end of Jan. 2006... that means all my siblings will be in the same state, and in the same general area in Texas (Tiffany living 30 minutes away in Bulverde being the only one that will be outside of San Antonio) this is very exciting to me, i love my siblings and i love when we all ( Read more... )

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!

...inform each and everyone of you that guys suck. they're so damn confusing, and it seems like they only want one thing. i mean don't get me wrong there are a few good guys out in this world, but so far i haven't found one that isn't confusing.

i want them to stop liking me... i think...

...or the right one to come along...

...that would be

( so here's some pictures )

okay i lied, i'm updating this more than i said i would, but i've said that before ( Read more... )

You Are Cupid
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on sunday one of my mom's best friend's son commited suicide, they found his body monday. at least they think it was suicide, it could have been an accident. but he was only 31, that may seem old to some of you, but that's my brother's age. i've had at least three people that have commited suicide in my life time, i've known of more, i ( Read more... )

please guys promise me ya'll will never let life get so bad yall kill yall's self. please promise me if you think it's getting that bad get some help please. please.

i wanted to say sorry for being so angry or depressed lately today's not any different but i decided i'm not going to write in this much anymore i'll still write every once in a while but not much okay bye guys