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today was so wasted. i woke up at 5 pm. wow oh wow. what a waste!
..now i'm still bored.
about to go to ashleys.
01. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before? learned more about myself than i ever possibly thought i could.
02. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? no, i will definitely stick to this years resolution though.
03. Did anyone close to you give birth? yes my aunt
04. Did anyone close to you die? chuck :( rest in peace <3
05. What countries did you visit? cancun, mexico
06. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003? a healthy relationship with a wonderful boy.
07. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? 8.10.03.. chuck was made into an angel in heaven.. 9.25.03 charlie was brought up to become an angel too :(
08. What was your biggest achievement of the year? overcoming a lot of hard feelings
09. What was your biggest failure? falling into a lot of hard feelings
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? strep throat
11. What was the best thing you bought? some self esteem
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? my mom going to california for 3 weeks lol
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? fighting with mike so bad.
14. Where did most of your money go? fast food, clothes.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? lol the whole kiss thing lmao that blew me away
16. What song will always remind you of 2003? wow. your body is a wonderland-- john mayer & same script different cast- whitney houston.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
ii. thinner or fatter? thinner
iii. richer or poorer? richer
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? studying
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? crying and feeling sorry for myself
20. How will you be spending Christmas? with my dad and his side of the family
22. Did you fall in love in 2003? psh. i fell out.
23. How many one-night stands? lol.
24. What was your favorite TV program? paradise hotel
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? yes.
26. What was the best book you read? my ap history book lol
27. What was your greatest musical discovery? john mayer <3
28. What did you want and got? love.
29. What did you want and not get? a healthy love
30. What was your favorite film of this year? love actually
31. What did you do on your birthday: had 78908098 people stay the night. awesome night i must say. my trampoline has some funny memories
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? getting past my sad phase quicker
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003? ae
34. What kept you sane? ms torp
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? ms torp
36. What political issue stirred you the most? nothing really lol.
37. Who did you miss? in 2003? chuck :(
38. Who was the best new person you met? well.. :-D
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003: do not dread on with old sorrows.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: there's got to be more to life than chasing down every tempory high to satisfy me.
*Who are you? Natalie
*What time is it? 2:13 am.
[[Sex, Intimacy, etc..]]
*Describe your first kiss: first real kiss was brian kennedy in 7th grade.. at great skate. i remember allll of it.
*ever taken a shower with someone else? yes.
*if yes, were they of same or different sex? different.
*do you believe that the color green subliminally make you horny? not really.
*did you know thats why they made the green m&m a "sexy" female? now i do.
*If you are no longer a virgin, do you wish you still were? no
*If you were/are in a relationship and your boy/girlfriend wanted to save themselves for marriage, would you respect that and stay with them, leave them, or cheat? of course.
*Do you believe in schools only teaching about abstinence, or birth control methods as well?yes
*Did your parents ever talk to you about sex? kind of.
*When you asked where babys came from, what did your parents used to tell you? i never asked that question really.
*Have you ever had a 'pregnancy scare'? *laughs*
*Do you believe that everyone masturbates, even if they deny it? kind of.
*If you are sexually active are you responsible? yes.
*Why is it more acceptable for a woman to be bi or gay than for a man? controversial.
*Which is the most intimate: oral sex, anal sex, or regular sex? regular sex hello.
*Have you ever had a one night stand? lmao.
[[Trust, Friendships, and just, people]]
*Who has done something today to show they care about you? anthony by stopping over randomly to hug and holddddddddd me.
*What was the last compliment you received? probably the you're so beautiful one, but honestly i don't find that as a compliment really. your outside body is beautiful in somebody elses perspective.. hm. i guess it's debateable. but i think the best compliment would be something along the lines of being a good person- which probably came from a close friend of mine <3
*is it easy to gain your trust? no lmao.
*Is there anyone you trust completely? NO *laughs harder*
*Have you ever felt like you've been a little bit too good to someone? yes
*What would make you lose respect for someone? lying
*How do you know the difference between a "Real" person and a "fake" person? you can have your own opinions on it but nobodys really real or fake, it all depends on the person, and their perspective. nothing is all about you or your opinoins, it's all about each individuals own.
*Has anyone given you a second chance? If yes, who and for what? i've been given a lot of second chances.
*Who needs to get over themselves? blah you know.
*Who can you be with, doing anything or nothing, and always have the best time? wow too many of em.
*Who can you only handle for a short period of time? blah blah dumb question.
*Do you enjoy being in social situations? occasionally.
*Do you push people away even if you really want them to come closer? sometimes i suppose i do.
*Do you consider anyone unworthy your friendship? liars.
*Who do you feel distant from, that you used to be close to? steve
*Has anyone ever broken a promise to you, if yes what? wow broad question. everybodys been lied to numerous times!
*Have you broken a promise to anyone else, if yes what? most likely.
*How have any siblings influenced your life? somewhat.
*Who would you be afraid to have angry at you? nobody
*Who has made the biggest sacrifice for you? yadda
*Have you ever used somebody? yadda
*Has any one led you on, explain? Um.. yes, but no thanks.
*Who would you call in the middle of the night if you needed someone to talk to? ash or kell
Have you ever felt like you were holding someone else back? yes
*Has someone ever held you back? definitely
*Do you start conversations or wait for other people to start them? both
*Do you listen to other people's advice? occasionally
*Do you neglect your friends when you have a signifigant other? no
*Did you forgive the last person that hurt you? i do now
[[Personal emotions, thoughts, and feelings]]
*Although everyone has good and bad days, are you generally a happy person? what is happy?
*Are you honest with yourself? not completely
*Do you generally understand why you feel the way you do? yes
*What are you thinking right now? what am i doing tonight
*What are you wondering? what am i doing tonight!?!
*Do you think for yourself? yes
*What is one idea that your thoughts generally come back to? why why whywhy this why that
*Can you tell the difference between what you think and what you feel? yes
*Are you ever afraid to write/say/think how you feel? no
*Would you write/say/think it anyway or avoid the situation? write
*Do you say what you mean? Yes.
*What is the happiest way you can start your day? dramafree
*Does your happiness come from inside yourself or from other people?sad to say but other people
*What keeps you happy? im never always always happy
*Have you ever put your fist through the wall? i punched the wall
*Who do you blame things on? me
*Have you ever been on anti depressants? i have before.
*Do you suffer from stress? yes
*Are you crying on the inside? sometimes
*What makes you experience nostalgia? being away from home
*When was the last time you did something and later asked yourself 'did I do the right thing?'?a couple things i guess
*What was a choice that you didn't want to make but you had to? eh
*Is there anything you feel unworthy of? yes
*Why does the truth hurt? because it's reality and most people can't handle that
*When are you the most insecure? when i'm hurt
*When was the last time you screwed up big time? maybe then maybe here maybe there
*Are you quick to anger? Are you slow to forgive? very for both
[[Love, Relationships, etc...]]
*Does love come from the brain, the heart or elsewhere? chemicals in your brain
*What is your status? alone
*Are you lonely? no
*Do you need to be in a relationship to feel good about yourself? No.
*What is the cutest thing a guy/girl has done to show they like you? fjklsjflksjkflsjalkfs too many
*What do people generally discuss when we talk about love? How much it hurts
*Would you rather like your guy/girl more than they like you, or have them like you more? all or nothing
*Have you ever cheated on someone? no
*If yes, how did you feel? --
*Have you ever been cheated on? kind of?
*If someone cheated on you, do you think they can ever go back to being loyal?maybe
*If someone offered you $1,000 to cheat on your boy/girlfriend, would you do it? probably not
*Are your relationships mostly passion or conversation? passionate
*Do you believe that although someone doesn't love you like you want them to, they may still love you with all they have? sure
*When did you last tell someone you love them?my mom this morning
*Are your relationships generally stable? no
*How long is forever? stupid question
*Are there situations where love just isn't enough to keep 2 people together? When does that happen? love is never enough to keep two people together
*How do you know if it's time to break up? hello god these are broad questoins
*How would you feel if your partner was talking to an ex? gay questoins
*Is it possible to be in love with more than one person at the same time? suuuuuuuure
*Should couples live together before marriage? oh ya
*How many people have broken your heart? 2
*How many hearts have you broken? Um, I don't know.
*Has someone you love recently let you down? yuppppppp hardcore letdown
..now i'm still bored.
about to go to ashleys.
01. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before? learned more about myself than i ever possibly thought i could.
02. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? no, i will definitely stick to this years resolution though.
03. Did anyone close to you give birth? yes my aunt
04. Did anyone close to you die? chuck :( rest in peace <3
05. What countries did you visit? cancun, mexico
06. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003? a healthy relationship with a wonderful boy.
07. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? 8.10.03.. chuck was made into an angel in heaven.. 9.25.03 charlie was brought up to become an angel too :(
08. What was your biggest achievement of the year? overcoming a lot of hard feelings
09. What was your biggest failure? falling into a lot of hard feelings
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? strep throat
11. What was the best thing you bought? some self esteem
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? my mom going to california for 3 weeks lol
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? fighting with mike so bad.
14. Where did most of your money go? fast food, clothes.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? lol the whole kiss thing lmao that blew me away
16. What song will always remind you of 2003? wow. your body is a wonderland-- john mayer & same script different cast- whitney houston.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
ii. thinner or fatter? thinner
iii. richer or poorer? richer
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? studying
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? crying and feeling sorry for myself
20. How will you be spending Christmas? with my dad and his side of the family
22. Did you fall in love in 2003? psh. i fell out.
23. How many one-night stands? lol.
24. What was your favorite TV program? paradise hotel
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? yes.
26. What was the best book you read? my ap history book lol
27. What was your greatest musical discovery? john mayer <3
28. What did you want and got? love.
29. What did you want and not get? a healthy love
30. What was your favorite film of this year? love actually
31. What did you do on your birthday: had 78908098 people stay the night. awesome night i must say. my trampoline has some funny memories
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? getting past my sad phase quicker
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003? ae
34. What kept you sane? ms torp
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? ms torp
36. What political issue stirred you the most? nothing really lol.
37. Who did you miss? in 2003? chuck :(
38. Who was the best new person you met? well.. :-D
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003: do not dread on with old sorrows.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: there's got to be more to life than chasing down every tempory high to satisfy me.
*Who are you? Natalie
*What time is it? 2:13 am.
[[Sex, Intimacy, etc..]]
*Describe your first kiss: first real kiss was brian kennedy in 7th grade.. at great skate. i remember allll of it.
*ever taken a shower with someone else? yes.
*if yes, were they of same or different sex? different.
*do you believe that the color green subliminally make you horny? not really.
*did you know thats why they made the green m&m a "sexy" female? now i do.
*If you are no longer a virgin, do you wish you still were? no
*If you were/are in a relationship and your boy/girlfriend wanted to save themselves for marriage, would you respect that and stay with them, leave them, or cheat? of course.
*Do you believe in schools only teaching about abstinence, or birth control methods as well?yes
*Did your parents ever talk to you about sex? kind of.
*When you asked where babys came from, what did your parents used to tell you? i never asked that question really.
*Have you ever had a 'pregnancy scare'? *laughs*
*Do you believe that everyone masturbates, even if they deny it? kind of.
*If you are sexually active are you responsible? yes.
*Why is it more acceptable for a woman to be bi or gay than for a man? controversial.
*Which is the most intimate: oral sex, anal sex, or regular sex? regular sex hello.
*Have you ever had a one night stand? lmao.
[[Trust, Friendships, and just, people]]
*Who has done something today to show they care about you? anthony by stopping over randomly to hug and holddddddddd me.
*What was the last compliment you received? probably the you're so beautiful one, but honestly i don't find that as a compliment really. your outside body is beautiful in somebody elses perspective.. hm. i guess it's debateable. but i think the best compliment would be something along the lines of being a good person- which probably came from a close friend of mine <3
*is it easy to gain your trust? no lmao.
*Is there anyone you trust completely? NO *laughs harder*
*Have you ever felt like you've been a little bit too good to someone? yes
*What would make you lose respect for someone? lying
*How do you know the difference between a "Real" person and a "fake" person? you can have your own opinions on it but nobodys really real or fake, it all depends on the person, and their perspective. nothing is all about you or your opinoins, it's all about each individuals own.
*Has anyone given you a second chance? If yes, who and for what? i've been given a lot of second chances.
*Who needs to get over themselves? blah you know.
*Who can you be with, doing anything or nothing, and always have the best time? wow too many of em.
*Who can you only handle for a short period of time? blah blah dumb question.
*Do you enjoy being in social situations? occasionally.
*Do you push people away even if you really want them to come closer? sometimes i suppose i do.
*Do you consider anyone unworthy your friendship? liars.
*Who do you feel distant from, that you used to be close to? steve
*Has anyone ever broken a promise to you, if yes what? wow broad question. everybodys been lied to numerous times!
*Have you broken a promise to anyone else, if yes what? most likely.
*How have any siblings influenced your life? somewhat.
*Who would you be afraid to have angry at you? nobody
*Who has made the biggest sacrifice for you? yadda
*Have you ever used somebody? yadda
*Has any one led you on, explain? Um.. yes, but no thanks.
*Who would you call in the middle of the night if you needed someone to talk to? ash or kell
Have you ever felt like you were holding someone else back? yes
*Has someone ever held you back? definitely
*Do you start conversations or wait for other people to start them? both
*Do you listen to other people's advice? occasionally
*Do you neglect your friends when you have a signifigant other? no
*Did you forgive the last person that hurt you? i do now
[[Personal emotions, thoughts, and feelings]]
*Although everyone has good and bad days, are you generally a happy person? what is happy?
*Are you honest with yourself? not completely
*Do you generally understand why you feel the way you do? yes
*What are you thinking right now? what am i doing tonight
*What are you wondering? what am i doing tonight!?!
*Do you think for yourself? yes
*What is one idea that your thoughts generally come back to? why why whywhy this why that
*Can you tell the difference between what you think and what you feel? yes
*Are you ever afraid to write/say/think how you feel? no
*Would you write/say/think it anyway or avoid the situation? write
*Do you say what you mean? Yes.
*What is the happiest way you can start your day? dramafree
*Does your happiness come from inside yourself or from other people?sad to say but other people
*What keeps you happy? im never always always happy
*Have you ever put your fist through the wall? i punched the wall
*Who do you blame things on? me
*Have you ever been on anti depressants? i have before.
*Do you suffer from stress? yes
*Are you crying on the inside? sometimes
*What makes you experience nostalgia? being away from home
*When was the last time you did something and later asked yourself 'did I do the right thing?'?a couple things i guess
*What was a choice that you didn't want to make but you had to? eh
*Is there anything you feel unworthy of? yes
*Why does the truth hurt? because it's reality and most people can't handle that
*When are you the most insecure? when i'm hurt
*When was the last time you screwed up big time? maybe then maybe here maybe there
*Are you quick to anger? Are you slow to forgive? very for both
[[Love, Relationships, etc...]]
*Does love come from the brain, the heart or elsewhere? chemicals in your brain
*What is your status? alone
*Are you lonely? no
*Do you need to be in a relationship to feel good about yourself? No.
*What is the cutest thing a guy/girl has done to show they like you? fjklsjflksjkflsjalkfs too many
*What do people generally discuss when we talk about love? How much it hurts
*Would you rather like your guy/girl more than they like you, or have them like you more? all or nothing
*Have you ever cheated on someone? no
*If yes, how did you feel? --
*Have you ever been cheated on? kind of?
*If someone cheated on you, do you think they can ever go back to being loyal?maybe
*If someone offered you $1,000 to cheat on your boy/girlfriend, would you do it? probably not
*Are your relationships mostly passion or conversation? passionate
*Do you believe that although someone doesn't love you like you want them to, they may still love you with all they have? sure
*When did you last tell someone you love them?my mom this morning
*Are your relationships generally stable? no
*How long is forever? stupid question
*Are there situations where love just isn't enough to keep 2 people together? When does that happen? love is never enough to keep two people together
*How do you know if it's time to break up? hello god these are broad questoins
*How would you feel if your partner was talking to an ex? gay questoins
*Is it possible to be in love with more than one person at the same time? suuuuuuuure
*Should couples live together before marriage? oh ya
*How many people have broken your heart? 2
*How many hearts have you broken? Um, I don't know.
*Has someone you love recently let you down? yuppppppp hardcore letdown